[00:13.51]Have I been consumed
[00:15.71]Calculating every move
[00:17.99]As if I've got something more important to prove
[00:21.22]As if I am someone more important than you
[00:24.42]Would I do it any different if I could choose
[00:28.62]It feels so lifeless
[00:31.39]It feels so numb
[00:33.59]Achievement
[00:36.37]Is the death of endeavor and birth of disgust
[00:39.50]This is the trap of having something to live for
[00:43.08]Everything else feels so lifeless
[00:45.81]Feels so lifeless
[00:48.99]Feels so cold and empty here
[00:52.99]Follow your dreams
[00:54.56]Abandon your losses
[00:56.99]No matter what the cost is
[00:59.67]Disregard your sanity
[01:01.84]Leave it behind with your friends and family
[01:05.26]You're under a spell not in front of a gun
[01:08.88]Another rat in the race
[01:10.37]Not fooling anyone
[01:17.80]When did my body become so heavy
[01:24.55]When did my actions start effecting so many
[01:30.11]Through a life of contradictions
[01:31.83]And a heart of good intentions
[01:33.31]Will I ever find the balance
[01:34.88]Between love and competition
[01:38.09]I'm starting to lose my focus
[01:55.56]If you're always pushing forward
[01:58.20]Unable to see what you're moving towards
[02:01.24]This isn't disease it's a disorder
[02:04.681]Ego manifests defense as stubbornness
[02:07.50]Again and again and again
[02:14.72]Is it in my head
[02:20.90]Is it all in my head
[02:29.30]You're under a spell not in front of a gun
[02:32.48]Another rat in the race
[02:33.95]Not fooling anyone
[02:35.00]When did my body become so heavy
[02:41.78]When did my actions start effecting so many
[02:47.35]Through a life of contradictions
[02:48.97]And a heart of good intentions
[02:50.54]Will I ever find the balance
[02:52.12]Between love and competition
[02:55.27]I'm starting to lose my focus
[03:12.10]What once was full is empty now
[03:16.39]A raging river into a drought
[03:19.73]The landscapes that were shaped
[03:23.53]Have been laid to waste
[03:26.28]What once was full is empty now
[03:29.87]A raging river into a drought
[03:32.67]The landscapes that were shaped
[03:35.77]Are forever etched in the messes we've made