[00:00.651]지독한 환상-알앤피 /이승조 /서령
[00:14.885]이미살만큼추억할만큼
[00:20.04]견딜만큼견뎠다생각해
[00:25.435]네가떠나간그시간부터
[00:30.722]이미나란사람은죽었어
[00:36.216]다시사랑하게되면그사람이
[00:38.382]내게아픔이되지않을만큼만
[00:40.988]사랑하고이별하면
[00:42.547]그사람을쉽게잊을수있을만큼만
[00:45.371]나는추억하려했어
[00:47.56]나는그랬어사랑이
[00:48.679]나를떠나가서힘들어
[00:50.431]했었던게아니라
[00:51.663]그사랑이나를떠나가도
[00:53.353]혼자계속사랑하고있어서
[00:55.375]그게정말너무힘들었어
[00:57.701]내게수줍게인사하던
[00:59.379]너의모습많이어린너이지만
[01:01.653]내마음에늘왠지모를
[01:03.688]설레임을선물해
[01:04.984]매일너의모습그려보게되는
[01:07.68]내모습을보네
[01:08.305]하지만너도곧내게
[01:09.968]같은상처를남기고
[01:11.530]먼저떠나가겠지
[01:12.746]아닐꺼야이번엔정말아닐꺼야
[01:15.105]다짐을해봐도
[01:16.281]과거는늘내게편견만을남기네
[01:18.652]더는볼수없겠죠내눈물가져가요
[01:29.391]이제자유롭겠죠
[01:34.366]영원히아프지말아요
[01:40.553]너의마음을받아준지몇일이지났어
[01:43.104]많은연애끝에얻은오해는너무나
[01:45.674]우리에게빨리찾아와서
[01:47.546]편견에널가둬
[01:48.510]나도모르는선을그어버리네
[01:51.26]아무런잘못도하지않은너는내게
[01:53.670]불안해하지말라하며
[01:55.522]꽉찬내주머니속에
[01:57.14]니손을넣어나를잡아주네
[01:59.48]나의마음에비집고들어온
[02:01.10]네마음처럼
[02:01.866]쉽게헤어질꺼란지독한환상은
[02:04.310]너와마주보면쉽게깨져버리고
[02:07.13]내눈에서멀어지면
[02:08.494]이내다시찾아와서
[02:09.758]경험을통한의심의나래를펴네
[02:12.394]정말미안해너무사랑하지만
[02:15.42]나로인해불행해질까
[02:16.511]자꾸두려워내가먼저떠날께
[02:19.33]내빌어먹을경험이
[02:20.605]너만죄인으로자꾸몰아가네
[02:23.04]더는볼수없겠죠내눈물가져가요
[02:33.205]이제자유롭겠죠
[02:38.341]영원히아프지말아요
[02:44.305]오~나의사랑아오~나의눈물아
[02:55.18]오~나의너만은내게없는거야.
[03:05.740]다시사랑할수없어나의모든게
[03:08.96]슬픔으로얼룩져서마지막사랑마저
[03:11.04]추억으로몰았네
[03:12.249]그러면안되는거였는데
[03:14.306]그녈보내지말았어야했어
[03:16.300]나의모든끝나버렸어
[03:18.335]더는사랑할수없는
[03:19.721]죄가없는죄인인가봐
[03:21.681]사랑을두고마지막말을유서로써
[03:24.472]그녀를다시한번보고싶다고