[01:18.31]Desert Rose [01:20.17]Why do you live alone [01:24.44]If you are sad [01:26.53]I'll make you leave this life [01:31.25]Are you white blue or bloody red [01:37.41]All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand [01:44.12]The winds of time [01:45.67]You knock me to the ground [01:50.03]I'm dying of thirst [01:52.09]I wanna run away [01:56.24]I don't know how to set me free to live [02:02.82]My mind cries out feeling pain [02:08.29]I've been roaming to find myself [02:14.80]How long have I been feeling [02:18.23]Endless hurt [02:20.85]Falling down rain flows into [02:25.92]My heart [02:27.18]In the pain I'm waiting for you [02:32.68]Can't go back [02:36.71]No place to go back to [02:39.96]Life is lost Flowers fall [02:45.61]If it's all dreams [02:49.37]Now wake me up [02:52.86]If it's all real [02:55.98]Just kill me [04:11.51]I'm making the wall [04:14.16]Inside my heart [04:16.85]I don't wanna let my emotions get out [04:22.21]It scares me to look at the world [04:28.16]Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes [04:34.18]I tried to drown my past in grey [04:39.51]I never wanna feel more pain [04:44.88]Ran away from you without saying any words [04:50.18]What I don't wanna lose is love [05:16.19]Through my eyes [05:17.54]Time goes by like tears [05:20.24]My emotion's losing the color of life [05:26.62]Kill my heart [05:28.32]Release all my pain [05:30.94]I'm shouting out loud [05:33.57]Insanity takes hold over me [05:38.92]Turning away from the wall [05:41.57]Nothing I can see [05:43.66]The scream deep inside [05:45.40]Reflecting another person in my heart [05:48.26]He calls me from within [05:50.34]"All existence you see before you [05:52.43]Must be wiped out?: [05:54.70]Dream Reality Memories and Yourself" [06:51.84]I begin to lose control of myself [06:57.05]My lust is so blind destroys my mind [07:02.33]Nobody can stop my turning to madness [07:08.51]No matter how you try to [07:10.70]Hold me in your heart [07:14.45]Why do you wanna raise these walls [07:19.72]I don't know the meaning of hatred [07:25.00]My brain gets blown away [07:26.70]Hearing words of lies [07:30.39]I only want to hold your love [07:43.96]Stab the dolls filled with hate [07:46.66]Wash yourself with their blood [07:54.97]Drive into the raging current of time [07:58.02]Swing your murderous weapon into the belly [08:01.09]"the earth" [08:05.28]Shout and start creating confusion [08:07.94]Shed your blood for pleasure [08:10.51]And what for love [08:13.84]What am I supposed to do [08:51.22]I believe in the madness called [08:54.86]"Now" [08:57.18]Past and future prison my heart [09:03.23]Time is blind [09:05.53]But I wanna trace my love [09:08.13]On the wall of time [09:10.78]Over pain in my heart [09:15.44]Art of life [09:17.30]Insane blade stabbing dreams [09:21.48]Try to break all truth now [09:27.56]But I can't heal this broken [09:31.37]Heart in pain [09:32.44]Cannot start to live [09:35.05]Cannot end my life [09:37.42]Keep on crying [12:41.39]Close my eyes [12:43.50]Time breathes I can hear [12:46.53]All love and sadness melt in my heart [12:53.60]Dry my tears [12:55.20]Wipe my bloody face [12:58.15]I wanna feel me [13:02.05]Living my life outside my walls [13:39.55]You can't draw a picture of yesterday [13:41.46]So you're painting your heart [13:42.71]With your blood [13:43.67]You can't say "No" [13:44.86]Only turning the wheel of time [13:46.62]With a rope around your neck [13:48.43]You build a wall of morality [13:50.03]And take a breath [13:50.81]From between the bricks [13:52.08]You make up imaginary enemies [13:53.55]And are chased by them [13:54.87]You're trying to commit suicide [13:56.92]You're satisfied with your prologue [13:58.78]Now you're painting your first chapter black [14:00.83]You are putting the scraps of life together [14:03.18]And trying to make an asylum [14:04.62]For yourself [14:05.45]You're hitting a bell [14:06.48]At the edge of the stage [14:08.07]And you are trying to kill me [14:10.82]I believe in the madness called [14:14.76]"Now" [14:17.08]Time goes flowing breaking my heart [14:23.21]Wanna live [14:25.64]Can't let my heart kill myself [14:28.39]Still I haven't found [14:31.38]What I'm looking for [14:35.83]Art of life [14:37.89]I try to stop myself [14:41.76]But my heart goes to destroy the truth [14:48.38]Tell me why [14:50.45]I want the meaning of my life [14:53.45]Do I try to live Do I try to love [14:58.63]In my dream [24:45.02]I'm breaking the wall inside my heart [24:50.34]I just wanna let my emotions get out [24:55.68]Nobody can stop [24:58.27]I'm running to freedom [25:01.59]No matter how you try to hold me [25:04.68]In your world [25:07.58]Like a doll carried by the flow of time [25:12.92]I sacrificed the present moment [25:15.35]For the future [25:18.39]I was in chains of memory half-blinded [25:23.13]Losing my heart [25:24.62]Walking in the sea of dreams [25:46.81]Close my eyes [25:48.47]Rose breathes I can hear [25:51.03]All love and sadness melt in my heart [25:57.38]Dry my tears [25:59.15]Wipe my bloody face [26:01.72]I wanna feel me [26:05.31]Living my life outside my mind [26:10.36]Dreams can make me mad [26:13.42]I can't leave my dream [26:16.03]I can't stop myself [26:21.01]Don't know what I am [26:24.36]What lies are truth [26:25.76]What truths are lies [27:34.18]I believe in the madness called [27:37.91]"Now" [27:40.03]Time goes flowing breaking my heart [27:46.59]Wanna live [27:49.08]Can't let my heart kill myself [27:51.82]Still I haven't found [27:54.74]What I'm looking for [27:59.51]Art of life [28:01.51]I try to stop myself [28:05.47]But my heart goes to destroy the truth [28:11.97]Tell me why [28:14.45]I want the meaning of my life [28:17.44]Do I try to live Do I try to love [28:25.15]Art of life [28:27.09]An Eternal Bleeding heart [28:31.30]You never wanna breathe your last [28:37.84]Wanna live [28:40.17]Can't let my heart kill myself [28:43.11]Still I'm feeling for [28:45.74]A Rose is breathing love [28:48.36]In my life