Breakdown
作词 : Ziey Kizzy
作曲 : Ziey Kizzy
I wish i had a witness for all my wins

Kinda like I got a witness for all’a my sins

I know I left your heart in pieces i was spreading my wings

You know as they say moving on to bigger and better things

you think I lost touch but no ones calling me out

Because I don’t follow the trends so lend ya ears to my mouth

I signed with a label released 2 track in about

12 months what the **** is that all about

I’ve been on my lil bros tour and coming back to a house

That’s just reeking like cigarettes and just depresses me out

Stress when you just wanna ****

But your calling cabs for the bitch before you’ve busted a nut

I need to get out this house


I built a brand off the box that I’m tryna escape from

branded myself as someone you can tryna relate to

But My manager says I’m too nice

My friends say I’m too nice

Look at the girls I’m tryna wife and see my ex cry

I’m too nice

But why do I care for

transferred £60 to a stranger to get her home from the airport

When I sit and reflect this guilt swallows me up

I wish I was 17 Again and I just don’t give a ****

Stealing whips at 14 and getting drunk and in a house

Throwing wine all up the walls and I’m ashamed of it now

Battling maturity but I’m still conforming right now

But I’m in a job I don’t mind I’m getting paid to sit down

I was living rockstar on boats catching planes

Had pains in my palm from all the bottles that we sprayed

But back home I ain’t gotta place to stay

Hotel living exes redundancy pay

And The people that looked up to me seem to be living the life

Or just using their illusion til they get they money right

I know

It’s all just stress but we all need help

I’m tryna be a better person kuz I hate myself

Put pressure on these shoulders

How can I relieve it

girl friends got hooked but I’m not tryna be  deceiving

If I could paint a picture of my perfect life

I’d have a blank canvas kuz I’m never satisfied

I Still see a ex I **** her sometimes

She say it’s blessed but I know it’s all lies

I got some down ass chicks but I never wanna link

I got some fine ass chicks that never wanna speak

It’s all ****ed up yeah it’s all ****ed up

Just Like me yeah I’m so ****ed up

I wanna say how I feel but I’m scared to offended

Don’t ask for my opinion kuz I don’t wanna pretend

I hate being fake and i when I walk round my ends

I see old friends I don’t wanna be like them

don’t wanna be like you

If your lovers gotta family why you tryna intrude

Understand the damage in the things that you do

My parents got divorced so put yourself in my shoes

Put yourself in that little kids shoes

I got issues

I got problems

I got wishes

I got so much to say to people who don’t wanna listen

Now I’m going a change

My new transition

The higher ups tryna what??  dictate my vision

You gotta stick to one thing what’s that all about

Because I’m the most diverse your tryna single me out

Sometimes I don’t wanna talk because I’ve been through a lot

Sometimes I don’t wanna preach to people who love talking a lot

everyone’s the press let that bullshit stop

Ya see I don’t trust you think I love you a lot


I know I’m stronger than this

I never wine and complain

Or maybe I just bottle up the feelings and hide all the pain

You know My feelings and my fortune I don’t give em away

Sometimes what can’t be said is in the chords that I play

If I closed my eyes and try and see my future

I can live that life Wish I could see that sooner

I just wanna be a rockstar man and travel the world

But this shits gonna kill you if you don’t humble yourself


Why the **** You doing coke on ya video shoots

Who the **** dyu think you are you know you’re destined to lose

You need to fix the **** up and lose that attitude

Have some respect for your nan when she calls you into her room

I know dementia’s a cunt and it’s hard to get through

To a woman you love and forgets everything that you do

This is the hand you was dealt and it’s defining you to

Dyu believe in karma? Because she’s coming for you

I watch my best friends struggle

Whilst I’m out ere living

Ones so Alcohol dependant that he’s just gone missing

Last time we got talking he’d just been sectioned

This should be the time that I count my blessings

But **** this shit I could scream right now

This is more than a rap it’s a ****in breakdown

Kuz when I turn back time my mind goes sour

Reflecting on what wasn’t my  finest hour

Now my inbox is another life

Instagram chicks wanna take their lives

Yeah The topic of conversation is always suicide

Why do I attract people who just wanna die

I’ve been in your position I know how you feel

But I’m not you so how can I know how you feel

I put my feelings in the music issa vice for me still

that’s how you know that it’s real

I got issues

I got problems

I got wishes