[00:22.35]Verse 1: Eidolon
[00:27.09]I don't know why I put myself through this
[00:29.74]Guess self inflicted misery something I'm getting used to
[00:33.41]Feel like her puppet though she said no strings
[00:36.95]Wrapped around your finger but I know I'm getting nothing
[00:40.21]She wants bruises on her ass but not a kiss up on her cheek ayy
[00:43.82]Wish we could go back to the nights up in my whip
[00:47.23]With the high school emo sh1t bumpin talkin sh1t
[00:50.56]I wish I stopped fxxking up and didn't give a damn
[00:53.89]But I'm up every night vacant spot up in my bed
[00:57.20]Something's missing, I put myself first
[01:00.02]I play your game each week looking forward to the hurt
[01:03.50]She took a bite out my chest
[01:05.58]Still wear my heart upon my sleeve
[01:07.58]Know the days coming quick when I'll be left stuck in the w-eeds
[01:10.88]Well fxxk it
[01:12.05]It takes 1 to dip
[01:13.76]I got me myself and I a fifth of liquor and my wrist
[01:17.16]So let me smooth my mustache whiskers before I blow you a kiss
[01:20.48]Wouldn't wanna get these p-ussy ticklers on your brand new dress
[01:24.90]Verse 2: Richmaiden
[01:25.11]Fxxked up so what
[01:28.89]Been tracing all my steps back like where did I go wrong
[01:32.44]No loss no luck
[01:35.65]I don't wanna know what happens when you're gone
[01:39.07]I've been dying just to finally pull you in
[01:42.61]I just hope that it's not too much to pull you down
[01:46.02]And I would give it all away to just step back
[01:49.13]And get rid of all of this gravity around us
[01:53.61]We were abandoned
[01:55.11]Nobody found us
[01:56.69]Nothing is worth it and I've been so fxxking lost
[02:00.58]I'm just not sure how much more pain these pills can take away
[02:06.73]Eternity ain't my thing
[02:09.37]I step back out my body just to watch it fall asleep
[02:13.40]Externally I dream
[02:15.86]Of what I could be if these chains didn't hold me back
[02:23.33]Verse 3: Dev John
[02:26.95]You and me are never gonna be completely healed
[02:31.83]And I accept this
[02:33.66]We're divided by the lies you cried out loud
[02:37.34]That night inside your bedroom
[02:40.30]Being one with everyone is dumb
[02:43.30]Cause one and one's worth more than counting sores
[02:47.60]Seeing fun as something I can't have
[02:49.94]Cause we're stuck hiding right behind my silent eyes
[02:55.28]And they stay wide sometimes
[02:58.03]When you walk right on by
[03:00.90]A fire and a smile inside but it don't ever show
[03:04.37]A liar in the trial denied it but you'll never know
[03:07.76]A fire and a smile inside but it don't ever show
[03:11.13]A liar in the trial denied it but you'll never know