[00:49.90]It'll take me years to forget what you said in the back of my car
[01:05.92]and I don't blame you for leaving
[01:15.48]I'm just a ****** up mess with or without you
[01:36.68]Bury me where the grass doesn't grow where the sun doesn't ******ne anymore
[01:48.62]I'm just a bad expression of good intentions
[01:52.22]And if you only knew where my thoughts wandered to
[02:00.48]when you stabbed me in my chest this would have never happened
[02:09.64]Wish this never happened wish you never happened
[02:56.87]Everybody's plastic and we're living in a realm filled up with static
[03:03.79]And we're living in a box filled up with nice things everybody thinks they need to achieve a status
[03:03.95]Ten rolls of quarters in my backseat have no aspirations that
[03:07.45]I can't meet have no conversations that need me just leave me alone with apathy
[03:11.43]Ain't got ******t to do wake up at 6 pm I've got some friends in town
[03:14.61]But I don't bother them and then they hit me up with something to do
[03:17.65]But it's cool I'd rather just sit here in my room and write ******tty sad raps no one listens to
[03:21.73]Hit me up and let me know that you are feeling it too and if you're feeling it too
[03:24.40]I've got love for you but don't worry all of this will end real soon
[03:27.88]I will run from all my issues as if they're not in my head
[03:31.36]I will tell you that I love you when my love's actually dead
[03:35.34]Chemicals and proteins make up every fiber of my being
[03:39.37]How the ****** could you possibly think that this life has some meaning
[03:43.45]I'm a mess and I'm a wreck and I don't know what has been said
[03:47.44]All I know is that I miss you and I wish that I were dead
[03:51.62]Please tell mom that this was not her fault and at the end of the night I can still see the sadness in my eyes.