Numb (prod. Killedmyself) Staring at the wall wonder what is goin'. Train passed miles I can't tell which I could tend. Wouldn't last a while if you look it through my lense. Living in nightmare cause my life couldn't mend. Over analysis every thoughts I ever have. Think it is time to see me tie my outer body back. Sit behind the will and I wonder swagging crash. Angels right the front while my demons on the back. Tell me to relax but I never learn how. Evil loud thoughts can you help me turn them down. Always feel alone even when I'm in a crowd. Always on my own when my demons on the proud. Why they wanna kill me why would I let them. Open up the gate now I wish I've never met them. Angels in the sky and they are numbers and the letters. Tell me if I died that I should be feeling 'bout them. Heart full of pain everyday the same. I can never change life to my shitty ways. Help me to escape angels lead the way. Cages in my brain I can't even feel a thing. Heart full of pain everyday the same. I can never change life to my shitty way. Help me to escape angels lead the way. Cages in my brain I can't even feel a thing.