[01:16.98]When I think about you
[01:18.10]And I dream all night
[01:19.64]Eyes roll back
[01:20.40]And it feels so right
[01:21.88]I miss your love
[01:22.89]And times we fight
[01:24.21]I never could replace
[01:25.21]That light you shine
[01:26.58]I know you doing well
[01:27.67]But im here all alone
[01:28.97]I'm making music now
[01:30.02]But it's all I really know
[01:31.34]I wish you could've been here
[01:32.58]Seeing how I've grown
[01:33.80]Wish you could've stayed
[01:35.10]Wish you could've gone
[01:36.25]These drugs that I'm taking
[01:37.35]They're changing my mind
[01:38.49]Looking back on you
[01:39.78]I wasted my time
[01:41.02]Looking for answers
[01:42.09]And looking for signs
[01:43.31]Ive been Looking for reasons
[01:44.53]To value my life
[01:45.83]It doesn't matter
[01:46.96]I'm over the wealth
[01:48.12]I'm over this emptiness
[01:49.24]Save me from hell
[01:50.66]Pushing me closer and closer
[01:52.56]I'm losing composure
[01:53.51]I'm losing myself
[01:55.17]Help
[01:58.35]Day after day I been thinkin bout you
[02:02.62]I'm faded alone I can't be with my crew
[02:07.41]You movin on you found someone new
[02:12.22]Might end it all take a leap from this view
[02:17.14]Day after day I been thinkin bout you
[02:21.75]I'm faded alone I can't be with my crew
[02:26.54]You movin on you found someone new
[02:31.45]Might end it all take a leap from this view
[02:33.96]Not a day goes by where I don't wanna die
[02:35.98]I got a gun to my eye
[02:37.38]Make the trigger finger fly
[02:38.43]Ok I'm done with you're lies
[02:39.61]No reason to apologize
[02:40.82]I sit in bed all day
[02:41.91]Just thinking bout my life
[02:43.20]I need to medicate
[02:44.29]Cause I been thinking bout you
[02:45.55]Need get my head straight
[02:46.72]Cause I can not ******* lose
[02:47.99]You remember that day, where we had nothing to do?
[02:50.29]So I hit you up, we would chill after school
[02:52.84]Now it's ******, and I ******* miss you
[02:55.32]It's alright, I see you with another dude
[02:57.73]I know ur happy now, **** I wish I was too
[03:00.13]Thinking of Suicide **** these SoundCloud views
[03:02.65]Wanna die
[03:03.41]Kill myself
[03:03.79]Adalf's overdue
[03:04.78]Wanna cry
[03:05.49]End my life
[03:06.08]But not over you
[03:07.24]I've disappointed myself
[03:08.31]I got nothing to lose
[03:09.55]Put the gun to my head
[03:10.73]And then i ******* shoot
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