[00:31.04]Leave you a note
[00:33.17]Give you time to find growth and
[00:35.32]And I [?] - I couldn't phone you
[00:39.71]Hello I'm a mess
[00:41.26]It's more than just stress yeah
[00:43.17]I need you to tell me it's still for the best
[00:46.92]Did we try hard enough, were we too quick to give up yeah
[00:50.97]I question the things that made us corrupt and
[00:54.73]I know I'm hard work but I minded you first
[00:58.49]Now I need you beside me to just ease my hurt yeah
[01:04.28]If I don't make it back again
[01:06.58]Tell them I tried, I never wanted to leave like this
[01:10.24]Can't quite imagine it fading away
[01:17.50]You don't know the half of it
[01:21.41]I doubt everything - all the signs that I just somehow missed
[01:27.01]And I can't quite imagine it being okay
[01:31.57]Was it just in my brain?
[01:38.06]Cause I wasn't sure, I've never been too logical
[01:45.96]And I couldn't tell if you wanted me to stop
[01:49.01]Lock me away, give me time to save face yeah
[01:53.10]I cringe when I think of how I behaved that day
[01:57.21]Text you three times and not one reply
[02:00.72]I'm a little bit nervous of what I might find
[02:04.77]Maybe you've moved on, you seem so much stronger and new
[02:09.98]Oh tell me how
[02:14.54]If I don't make it back again
[02:16.59]Tell them I tried, I never wanted to leave like this
[02:20.59]Can't quite imagine it fading away
[02:26.35]You don't know the half of it
[02:31.76]I doubt everything - all the signs that I just somehow missed
[02:38.03]And I can't quite imagine it being okay
[02:41.88]Was it just in my [vocalising]
[02:58.95]No I'm glad you survived and you're doing alright
[03:02.96]Was it too much to ask you to find me tonight
[03:06.92]Ah cause I, can't quite imagine it being okay
[03:13.07]And we made what we could of it then and it helped bring you back
[03:18.78]The least you could do is say thank you for that
[03:22.18]So that I, I manage to stop myself fading away