[00:14.536]Life has got me feelin' discombobulated
[00:17.933]In place of common phrases all i say are awkward statements
[00:21.520]In every conversation
[00:22.947]Often sittin' cautious pacin'
[00:25.500]Droppin' frames in talks with strangers makin' observations
[00:29.487]In that awful cadence
[00:31.297]I've been rather quiet since a sophomore
[00:33.870]Every time my voice comes out my mouth
[00:36.270]It sounds like nails on a chalkboard
[00:38.633]Savin' pieces shattered as my age increases faster
[00:42.334]I can make my thesis matter if i'd learn to ******' talk more
[00:46.518]But that's just an inkling small talk is always shrinking
[00:50.300]In this ship we'll all be sinkin' 'til we fill in all the gaps
[00:54.235]I've made some dumb decisions and evaded inhibitions
[00:57.867]Diggin' graves for my ambitions just to make it on the map
[01:01.559]Which seems ironic it present given my title
[01:05.337]Periodically steppin' through this recital i've practiced a thousand times
[01:10.323]Messagin' with my idols
[01:12.485]Indefinitley soundin' like a dumbass when i try though (Try though)
[01:17.215]I treat a soundcloud page like a diary
[01:20.880]And push away all the people who inspire me
[01:24.191]Sorry
[01:25.115]So afraid of the person i should try to be
[01:28.646]And it seems by now they should kinda be
[01:31.926]Sorry