[00:11.98]I'm sick of trembling in fear at the idea of death [00:14.45]Since it's always on my mind i just hide in my bed [00:17.29]"Everybody's scared of it" is what my therapist said [00:20.36]But my case seems worse, when I've barely been fed [00:23.29]Because the kitchen's too far to desire the steps [00:26.12]It'd take to make it down the stairs [00:27.74]And try to find a baguette [00:29.25]Or something similar that wouldn't make my stomach upset [00:31.79]It doesn't feel like this is real, yeah, my mind is a mess [00:33.86] [00:34.31]The only times it seems clear is when music is played [00:37.76]Some relatable creator says I'll soon be okay [00:40.43]Or when reading poetry trying to soothe the dismay [00:43.48]And I can lose my insecurities in cute little sayings, like [00:47.07]"Why frown when the sun goes down [00:49.70]If you'll wake in the morning to such nice sounds [00:52.53]When the nighttime creeps, well your eyes might weep [00:55.36]But that's just moonlight tryna find nice people" [00:57.98] [00:58.50]"Why frown when the sun comes 'round [01:01.28]Even if you feel shaken or upside down [01:04.16]When the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend [01:07.14]Just make it through this, just make it through this" [01:10.57]"Why frown when the sun comes 'round [01:12.85]Even if you feel shaken or upside down [01:15.69]When the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend [01:18.64]Just make it through this, you can make it through this"