[00:00.000] 作曲 : Maxim Volkov [00:17.61]Happy new year happy new year yeah [00:22.21]Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah [00:26.45]Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down [00:30.95]I'll bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out [00:35.41]Happy new year happy new year yeah [00:39.41]Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah [00:44.05]Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down [00:48.43]I’ll bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out [00:52.70]I wish it could be this way [00:54.13]Like you wish someone happiness and s**t goes away [00:56.80]Like i lose a friend every ****ing year [00:58.71]Tell me any reason why i'll be okay [01:00.98]I dont wanna go any further but I [01:03.11]Got a burden on skinny shoulders, i'm [01:05.32]Lowkey making some honest music that’s [01:07.47]Why i'm still feeling not so useless [01:09.83]- new year, same pain [01:12.40]Resolution on the low now [01:14.56]- new fears, in my brain [01:16.75]Shivering bones in the snow now [01:18.88]I'm still, ****ed up [01:20.99]I been tryna run from my demons [01:23.18]New thrill, tough luck [01:25.42]I don't wanna breathe and i mean it [01:27.59]Staying inside [01:29.05]So many plans, that i don't abide to [01:31.99]Playing a lie [01:33.48]I'll keep making music that i wanna cry to [01:36.52]Dropping the ball [01:38.04]On all the responsibilities unfinished [01:40.70]Ruin it all [01:42.24]Counting down seconds like days that i witness [01:45.17]Forget an acquaintance, [01:46.78]I'm losing my patience, need inspiration [01:49.39]It's more of the same s**t, [01:50.96]Depression that lingers without explanation [01:53.78]I'm trapped in my bed now, panic attacking inside of my head now [01:58.11]In come the dread now, playing back every word that i said how [02:02.63]**** all the noise, **** all the smiles and **** all the joy [02:05.96]**** all of this hatred inside of a void [02:08.08]Gonna keep me regretting the life i destroy [02:10.31]I just wanna hide, close up my eyes, [02:12.37]Run from the fear that i’m holding inside [02:14.60]Say i wanna die, but it’s a lie, [02:16.73]I got no choice but to battle this year and survive [02:19.62]**** all the noise, **** all the smiles and **** all the joy [02:23.40]**** all of this hatred inside of a void [02:25.54]Gonna keep me regretting the life i destroy [02:27.77]I just wanna hide, close up my eyes, [02:29.88]Run from the fear that i'm holding inside [02:32.03]Say i wanna die, but it’s a lie, [02:34.19]I got no choice but to battle this year and survive [02:37.16]Happy new year happy new year yeah [02:41.81]Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah [02:46.13]Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down [02:50.50]I'll bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out [02:55.02]Happy new year happy new year yeah [02:59.21]Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah [03:03.57]Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down [03:08.00]I'll bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out [03:12.59]