[00:46.76]I been looking for a light that doesn't fade [00:50.09]I been looking for a light that doesn't fade [00:54.13]I been cooling in the night with my blade [00:57.78]I been cooling in the night with my blade [01:01.67]She asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight [01:04.47]I said I'm here now but she said its too late [01:08.27]All the f*cking time that I went and put to waste [01:11.96]Never knew it happened no I never left a trace [01:15.76] [01:16.21]Cause it's all gotta change one day [01:19.54]But for now it stays the same [01:22.83]I've been slowing down my heart rate [01:26.97]And numbing out the aches [01:30.62]Cause it's all gotta change one day [01:34.55]But for now it's all the same [01:38.40]I've been slowing down my heart rate [01:41.94]I been numbing out my aches [01:44.61] [02:16.59]Baby girl I feel alone [02:19.62]I been thinkin bout u when I'm low [02:23.46]I feel like I've lost everything [02:26.95]I feel like I am dead within [02:30.95]Baby girl I feel alone [02:34.74]I make it worse when I am smoking **** [02:38.84]I feel like I've lost everything [02:42.08]I'm crying with lil sedative tonight [02:45.77] [02:46.73]Girl I never feel at home [02:49.88]I'm acting strong but I just can't go on [02:54.19]I wish that I could make u see [02:57.93]I wish that you could make me feel again [03:03.28]Oooo [03:05.30]I feel so lonely [03:10.04]Oooo [03:13.38]I feel alone...