[00:00.000] 作词 : Tom Bailey/Adrian Velasquez/Anthony Ruiz/Marco Archer
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tom Bailey/Adrian Velasquez/Anthony Ruiz/Marco Archer
[00:10.00]Produced by Eskupe & Anthro Beats
[00:20.66]Yeah, I just can't take this pressure no more
[00:29.42]Why I feel like I've been in this place before
[00:32.15]I just can't take no more
[00:34.12]I just can't smile like I'm still me, I just can't fake no more
[00:37.85]I try to be all I can but that wasn't enough for them
[00:41.58]We can't find love so we replace it with these drugs again
[00:45.31]I drink from this bottle dog it's my only friend
[00:48.04]I'm so scared to be alone again
[00:49.75]Fake smile on my face
[00:51.46]I just can't keep pretending like I don't pretend
[00:53.65]And my little homie’s doing twenty five
[00:55.62]If God exists why he never try
[00:57.58]To show us that this life is more than pain
[00:59.67]Cause is hard to live when you’re dead inside
[01:01.44]And they say I’m worthless cause I ain’t a Christian
[01:03.52]Like turn a church into a ******* business
[01:05.38]They killed Jehovah, didn't leave a witness
[01:07.35]And these preachers crooked as these politicians
[01:09.08]Politics, religion, I don’t see the difference
[01:10.84]They crucify me cause I’m speaking different
[01:12.97]Who the **** are they to judge?
[01:14.59]Tell me you or you to criticize the way I’m living
[01:17.06]40 ounces for the pain
[01:18.55]I ain’t been the same since I’ve seen my pops cry
[01:21.10]I might be light skin to you
[01:22.62]But I’m still a ***** in the cops eyes
[01:24.70]They ain't stopping til' we all die
[01:26.98]Mama I just hope you understand
[01:28.59]I just couldn’t take the pressure
[01:30.20]Mama, see I tried my best to be a better man
[01:32.43]And you might know my story dawg
[01:34.20]But you won't ever know my pain
[01:36.26]And she was all I needed
[01:38.14]Now this bottle is my Novocain
[01:40.24]Trying not to go insane now
[01:42.38]Trying not to go insane now
[01:44.30]Trying not to go insane
[01:47.00]They say lately I ain't been the same
[01:54.54]But they won't ever know my pain
[02:02.27]And I know lately I ain't been the same
[02:10.16]I just never really show my pain, my pain
[02:17.19]Yeah, man I can't feel nothing no more
[02:20.33]Fake love don't cut it no more
[02:22.20]Homie, I've been drinking so much
[02:23.87]Nothing staying in my stomach no more
[02:26.12]I can't even feel the pain inside
[02:28.23]I can't keep living in a lie
[02:30.02]Yeah, I might be breathing just like everybody else
[02:32.36]But I still don't feel alive
[02:34.02]Every night man, I hear a pistol poppin'
[02:35.59]Make me feel like God ain't really watching
[02:37.85]Watch out for the snakes, they steady plottin'
[02:39.46]They wanna put you in a cage or in a coffin'
[02:41.37]Now a days, these cops just wanna kill
[02:43.56]No love in the streets, don't wanna feel
[02:45.42]What I felt when I heard my lil' brother passed
[02:47.24]I'll never get him back
[02:48.16]But yo I still, know his soul is still roamin' on the streets
[02:50.98]Now I just hope he's watching over me
[02:53.00]Now I just keep on praying
[02:54.53]I've been trynna' talk to God but these demons never leave
[02:56.75]I know I lost myself along the way
[02:58.99]I was just too scared to fade away
[03:00.81]Now they all keep begging me to stay
[03:02.96]But I can't be here another day
[03:04.91]So I drink from this bottle til' I feel numb again
[03:07.26]I've been tempted by these drugs again
[03:09.44]I know I ain't been the same
[03:10.86]Momma told me she just wanna see her son again
[03:12.82]I just wanna see her smile again
[03:14.86]I don't ever wanna see her cry
[03:16.91]So I lie and say that I'm okay
[03:18.67]But, I've been plottin' on my suicide
[03:20.64]And you might know my story dawg
[03:22.86]But you won't ever know my pain
[03:24.58]And she was all I needed
[03:26.21]Now this bottle is my novacane
[03:28.28]Trying not to go insane now
[03:30.71]Trying not to go insane now
[03:32.57]Trying not to go insane
[03:35.08]They say lately I ain't been the same
[03:43.03]But they won't ever know my pain
[03:50.62]And I know lately I ain't been the same
[03:58.46]But I just never really show my pain, my pain
[04:06.06]I just don't show my pain