[00:00.00]Lyrics by:Finneas O'Connell/Billie Eilish O'Connell [00:00.00]Composed by:Finneas O'Connell/Billie Eilish O'Connell [00:00.00]Produced by:Finneas O'Connell [00:30.020]When I was older [00:36.160]I was a sailor [00:42.170]On an open sea [00:54.730]But now I'm underwater [01:01.338]And my skin is paler [01:07.269]Than it should ever be [01:15.810]Mhm [01:27.989]I'm on my back again [01:32.590]Dreaming of a time and place [01:34.659]Where you and I remain the best of friends [01:39.019]Even after all this ends [01:45.188]Can we pretend [01:50.670]I'm on my [01:53.780]I'm on my back again [01:58.200]It's seeming more and more [01:59.430]Like all we ever do is see how far it bends [02:04.290]Before it breaks in half and then [02:09.759]We bend it back again [02:14.479]Guess I got caught in the middle of it [02:17.419]Yes I've been taught [02:18.599]Got a little of it in my blood [02:23.210]In my blood [02:26.990]Memories burn like a forest fire [02:30.189]Heavy rain turns any funeral pyre to mud [02:35.930]In the flood [02:44.349]When I was older [02:50.569]I was a sailor [02:56.900]On an open sea [03:09.030]But now I'm underwater [03:15.819]And my skin is paler [03:21.689]Than it should ever be [03:31.560]I'm watching movies back to back in black and white I never [03:34.590]Seen anybody do it like I do it any better [03:37.620]Been going over you I'm overdue for new endeavors [03:40.840]Nobody lonely like I'm lonely and I don't know whether [03:44.020]You'd really like it in the limelight [03:47.229]You'd sympathize with all the bad guys [03:50.349]I'm still a victim in my own right [03:53.610]But I'm the villain in my own eyes [04:00.939]When I was older [04:07.490]I was a sailor [04:13.389]On an open sea [04:18.980]