[00:00.000] 作词 : Alecia Moore/Teddy Geiger/Sasha Alex Sloan/Steph Jones [00:01.000] 作曲 : Alecia Moore/Teddy Geiger/Sasha Alex Sloan/Steph Jones [00:13.342] Since I was 17 [00:17.609] I’ve always hated my body [00:19.603] And it feels like my body’s hated me [00:24.359] Can somebody find me a pill to make me un-afraid of me? [00:28.504] Seen every therapist but I’m a cynical ***** (don’t like to talk about my feelings) [00:35.445] I take another hit, I find another fake fix [00:40.178] 'Cause it’s easier than healing [00:42.497] I don’t wanna be this way forever [00:45.768] Keep telling myself that I’ll get better [00:49.259] Every time I try I always stop me [00:52.716] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy [01:02.671] Since I was 22 [01:07.090] I’ve been with somebody who loves me and I’ve been trying to believe it’s true [01:13.594] But my head always messes up my heart no matter what I do [01:17.798] Seen every therapist but I’m a cynical ***** (don’t like to talk about my feelings) [01:24.805] I take another sip, I swear it’s my last fix [01:29.237] 'Cause it’s easier than healing [01:31.831] I don’t wanna be this way forever [01:35.041] Keep telling myself that I’ll get better [01:38.781] Every time I try I always stop me [01:42.182] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy [01:45.905] I don’t wanna be this way forever [01:49.087] Keep telling myself that I’ll get better [01:52.690] Every time I try I always stop me [01:56.091] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy [02:03.270] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy [02:10.400] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy [02:15.216] I’m so scared of having something to lose [02:19.076] I’m scared of being somebody new [02:22.301] I’m so scared of all them seeing the truth [02:25.095] 'Cause right now I’ve got nothing [02:29.818] But I don’t wanna be this way forever [02:33.062] Keep telling myself that I’ll get better [02:36.867] Every time I try I always stop me [02:40.275] Maybe I’m just scared to be happy(X3)