[00:16.77]I've been thinking about how
[00:20.66]I used to hang out, smoking **** by myself
[00:24.00]Now I'm flying, for real put my seat belt on
[00:28.47]I'm overseas soon I'll be somewhere else
[00:33.12]It's funny how it gets so real so fast
[00:35.84]Dreaming of the afterlife or maybe you don't have to die
[00:39.83]I get so scared sometimes, I don't know what's next for me
[00:43.44]I don't know what's best for me no more
[00:46.73]
[00:48.56]All my friends doing Adderall
[00:50.33]I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
[00:52.45]Slurring my speech till I said it all
[00:54.28]Filling my heart with the edibles
[00:56.18]All my friends doing Adderall
[00:58.30]I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
[01:00.26]Slurring my speech till I said it all
[01:02.22]Filling my heart with the edibles
[01:04.18]It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
[01:07.78]I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
[01:12.25]I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
[01:16.19]I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
[01:19.56]
[01:28.76]I've been fooling around
[01:31.92]Sending pics, sending out zero *****, it's a cop out
[01:36.13]And I know that my head might be brain dead, white flag
[01:39.99]I'm a forfeit, too bad, can't stop my world from collapsing
[01:45.29]I'm afraid of relapsing cause this limbo too fast, I might get carsick
[01:52.01]All these moving targets are IP to the home where my heart is
[01:58.38]Sometimes I wish I was back where I started
[02:02.43]
[02:03.74]All my friends doing Adderall
[02:05.23]I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
[02:07.24]Slurring my speech till I said it all
[02:09.22]Filling my heart with the edibles
[02:11.18]All my friends doing Adderall
[02:13.19]I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
[02:15.23]Slurring my speech till I said it all
[02:17.11]Filling my heart with the edibles
[02:19.04]It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
[02:22.65]I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
[02:27.14]I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
[02:31.09]I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
[02:34.69]
[02:36.39]It's funny how it gets so real so fast
[02:38.90]Dreaming of the afterlife or maybe you don't have to die
[02:42.89]I get so scared sometimes, I don't know what's next for me
[02:46.53]Don't know what's gotten into me, an entity
[02:48.88]But need to leave, leave me be
[02:50.73]
[02:50.91]All my friends doing Adderall
[02:53.32]I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
[02:55.22]Slurring my speech till I said it all
[02:57.26]Filling my heart with the edibles
[02:59.27]All my friends doing Adderall
[03:01.26]I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
[03:03.19]Slurring my speech till I said it all
[03:05.23]Filling my heart with the edibles
[03:07.06]It's just that