[00:00.00] [00:01.15]But there's no avoiding elements of loneliness [00:04.00]And unfortunately, the only thing that helps you through that is calling your friends and saying:" I'm hurting " [00:08.95]And they say:" Don't worry, we got your back. " [00:11.25]The only thing that helps you there is knowing that there's a light at the end of the tunnel [00:14.35] [00:16.55]And I know that I gotta die someday [00:20.60] [00:24.20]So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains [00:28.95] [00:32.40]And all my friends say the same ******g thing [00:36.40] [00:39.15]" You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay " “ [00:44.00]I'm not okay, I'm not okay [00:47.80]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay) [00:53.75]I'm not okay, I'm not okay [00:57.40]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay) [01:03.85]I'm not okay, I'm not okay [01:07.75]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay) [01:12.40]And I know that I gotta die someday [01:17.20] [01:19.85]So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains [01:25.55] [01:28.45]And all my friends say the same ******g thing [01:32.05] [01:34.90]" You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay " “ [01:40.15] [01:41.65]You know, there,there is unfortunately and unavoidable, but like I said [01:44.45]The reason anybody gets through any of this is because there are people in our lives that care desperately about our well being and... [01:51.15]Umm, when you disappear they don't yell at you, they come up to you and say:"Are you okay?" [01:55.65]And that, that alone, just somebody that you know is thinking of you and concerned about you, it gives you the energy to fight on