Choke (Prod. deaf notes.) Hand on your shoulder while you're pulling out a gash Thought about last summer when the both of us crashed Didn't mean to say that because I thought you weren't alive I don't mind my feelings I just wish the pain would die Blood on the surface when it drops against the glass Beauty in tomorrow and a love that couldn't last I can't see you when I can't even see me All those thoughts I had made it hard for me to breathe Hard for me to breathe All those thoughts I had made it hard for me to breathe Hard for me to breathe I had made it hard for me to breathe (Head is rushing up while I close my eyes.) (Every time I do it I feel so alive.) Love, hurt, 31st 6 ft in the fxcking dirt These days don't feel the same You loved me, just not that way