[00:14.85]You know I have this unrelenting fear
[00:18.7]That I'm wasting every minute, every hour that I'm living here
[00:21.58]I won't ask for sympathy
[00:24.36]Just the understanding that I can't change that part of me
[00:28.74]
[00:30.82]I'm just so scared to admit
[00:34.8]Act like I don't give a ****
[00:36.42]Hide behind this masquerade
[00:38.64]Hide behind this masquerade
[00:41.21]So sick of being like this
[00:43.33]Trapped in this ignorant bliss
[00:45.59]The very fabric
[00:49.47]Of my being
[00:51.59]Is ******* torn
[00:52.50]
[00:59.41]You know I have this unrelenting fear
[01:03.54]That I'm fighting the days
[01:05.31]But I'm losing the years
[01:06.74]It's calling my name
[01:08.78]Every day is the same
[01:10.28]Except this voice in my head
[01:12.10]Is merely fuelling the flames
[01:14.18]It's calling my name
[01:16.31]Just show me what it means for me to feel again
[01:20.35]It's calling my name
[01:23.67]
[01:35.66]So take me away
[01:40.80]From this godforsaken place
[01:46.94]These empty eyes and fake smiles made me believe
[01:49.14]I am defective, my own worst enemy
[01:51.39]Put up these walls to hide my secret
[01:53.63]My deepest 'cus I know you won't believe it
[01:58.48]You won't believe
[02:01.19]
[02:07.94]I'm just so scared to admit
[02:11.87]Act like I don't give a ****
[02:14.1]Hide behind this masquerade
[02:16.25]Hide behind this masquerade
[02:18.69]So sick of feeling like this
[02:20.90]Trapped in this ignorant bliss
[02:23.87]
[02:26.31]To live to like this
[02:29.93]Trapped in this ignorant bliss