[01:44.66][00:13.85]我愤怒我怀疑我失望 [01:46.99][00:16.18]我寂寞我失落我彷徨 [01:51.13][00:20.47]我呢喃我低语我呼喊 [01:53.44][00:22.61]我失常我分裂我疯狂 [02:03.27][01:56.50][00:25.50] [02:03.93][01:57.04][00:26.05]这就是我的生活 [02:07.38][02:00.15][00:29.10]这就是我的生活 [02:10.47][01:02.50]不是我想象的那样 [02:13.27][01:05.71]它悲哀而真实 [00:32.10] [00:33.22]我漫步我急行我奔跑 [00:35.60]我跳跃我翻转我摔倒 [00:40.08]我欢笑我流泪我麻醉 [00:42.09]我躲闪我招架我反抗 [04:02.80][03:49.91][03:36.75][03:23.61][02:15.57][01:07.76][00:44.97] [04:03.88][03:50.93][03:37.91][03:24.78][02:16.90][01:08.85][00:56.09][00:45.49]这就是我的生活 [04:07.04][03:54.05][03:41.21][03:28.22][02:20.18][01:12.30][00:59.44][00:48.62]这就是我的生活 [04:10.30][03:57.42][03:44.37][03:31.40][03:05.68][02:23.44][01:15.46]不是我希望的那样 [04:13.66][04:00.74][03:47.70][03:34.77][03:08.91][02:26.74][01:18.60]它悲哀而真实 [04:16.67][01:21.16][00:55.16] [01:25.34]我脆弱我迷茫我恐惧 [01:27.58]我封闭我放任我背叛 [01:31.82]我掩饰我抗拒我放弃 [01:33.95]我祈祷我忏悔我破碎 [01:37.06] [02:59.09][01:37.62]这就是我的生活 [03:02.38][01:40.64]这就是我的生活 [03:11.14][02:28.96] [03:12.07]当我不再是自己 [03:15.13]信念变成了泡影 [03:18.59]我才真正了解生命 [03:21.54]它悲哀而真实