hopefully i don't ruin this like i have everything else Finding new ways to **** it up I got the wrong tone, i should shut up I ******* ruin my relationships I ****** it up, i can't take this **** All the pain, i'm not worth it All the pain, i'm not worth it I get anxious over little **** Can't control myself, not even a little bit If i had a gun, i would pull the trig I'm an asshole, i'm just full of it Need reassurance all the ******* time This is where they all draw the ******* line I'm sorry, i try my best But it's so hard when i'm a ******* mess