[00:00.000] 作词 : mrmrmrfinch
[00:01.000] 作曲 : mrmrmrfinch
[00:02.000]编曲/制作人：臧无尤
[00:26.699]I guess this is the end 这就是结束了
[00:29.917]This is the start 这也就是开始了
[00:32.875]I’ve been lying to myself for too long 我已经对我自己撒了太长时间的谎
[00:37.680]I guess I’m not that different after all 我猜我没那么不同
[00:42.652]But not as typical 但也没那么相同
[00:47.895]So I break down 所以我崩溃了
[00:50.404]Wish I can tell 我希望我可以说
[00:53.475]That my balance has been found 我找回了我的平衡
[00:58.223]But it’s not set up 但它并没有被建立
[01:00.900]Sincerely speaking 坦白说
[01:03.420]I’m not that sure of myself 我对自己没那么肯定
[01:09.124]But you don’t know what it’s like 但你不知道
[01:12.151]To have millions of threads 有几百万条线程是什么感觉
[01:15.043]Like it’s gonna take forever to calculate 就像要永远都计算不出来一样
[01:20.409]You don’t know what it’s like 你不知道
[01:22.895]To lose control of your mind 失去对自己大脑的控制
[01:26.011]Where your feelings collide 情感碰撞是什么感觉
[01:34.449]I’ll let you in on something big 我要告诉你一件大事
[01:39.590]I don’t know how to be human again 我不知道该怎么做一个人类了
[01:44.653]I’m like a main function on thousand of warnings 就像程序的主函数跳出来了几千条报警信息
[01:48.894]So I’m setting myself on a breakpoint 所以我让自己停了下来
[01:55.071]All these late night dramas are just out of RAM 那些深夜的夸张的剧情都只是内存已满而已
[02:03.632]I hope I can never see them again 我祝我永远不要再看到它们
[02:06.659]And just hold onto myself 可以抱紧自己
[02:12.037]Just hold onto myself 抱紧自己
[02:24.862]So it’s 2 AM and you’re still dreaming 所以现在是凌晨两点，你仍在睡觉
[02:30.138]I run downstairs to find me breathing 我跑下楼，发现我在疯狂的吸入
[02:34.909]In everything I tried to run away from the past 我曾经想逃离的一切过去
[02:44.663]That’s when I find myself holding a grave 这时我发现自己抱着一个骨灰盒
[02:50.580]It’s haunting me and I am just not brave 它在困扰着我，但我始终不够勇敢
[02:56.982]Enough to break out from this train 我无法逃离这趟列车
[03:02.009]I suffocate 只能窒息
[03:07.252]I’ll let you in on something big 我要告诉你一件大事
[03:12.427]I don’t know how to be human again 我不知道该怎么做一个人类了
[03:17.658]I’m like a main function on thousand of warnings 就像程序的主函数跳出来了几千条报警信息
[03:24.026]So I’m setting myself on a breakpoint 所以我让自己停了下来
[03:27.976]All these late night dramas are just out of RAM 那些深夜的夸张的剧情都只是内存已满而已
[03:35.389]I hope I can never see them again 我祝我永远不要再看到它们
[03:39.844]And just hold onto myself 可以抱紧自己
[03:45.098]Just hold onto myself 抱紧自己
[03:48.372]录音：臧无尤（破败纸房工作室）
[03:50.240]混音：臧无尤/Spencer Secoy
[03:51.837]母带：臧无尤/Sterling Sound (Edgewater)
[03:53.379]翻译：臧无尤
[03:54.830]翻译校对：吴佳朔