[00:00.000] 作词 : 陈咏谦 [00:00.007] 作曲 : Kenix Cheang [00:00.15]“我是个任人云霄飞车的乐园。人乐云霄,而飞车不懂云霄之乐,更不懂人之乐。” [00:05.87]——《房思琪的初恋乐园》 [00:05.87]原曲:独活 [00:07.50]原唱:洪卓立 [00:07.55]原词:陈咏谦 [00:09.50]== [00:09.50]谱曲/编曲:Kenix Cheang [00:11.35]策/词/唱:虞宁 [00:11.35]后期:祭酒 [00:13.77]美工:君歌【浮世绘】 [00:14.07]我曾窥见这人间刺眼夺目的光明与粉饰过的污垢 [00:20.37] [00:21.10]是非用黑白涂抹 [00:24.12] [00:24.82]人生尊严如衣衫 [00:27.52] [00:27.87]轻易剥落 [00:29.37] [00:29.70]原来欲望暴力都能使用爱情唤作勒索的借口 [00:34.85] [00:35.10]灵魂漂浮在虚空 [00:38.10] [00:38.87]俯瞰两层纠结皮肉 [00:42.55] [00:42.95]痛苦太丑陋 [00:46.10] [00:46.25]世人不配享有 [00:49.67] [00:49.87]只要揭下耳膜 [00:52.85] [00:52.87]便能够听见残破 [00:57.62] [00:57.72]是谁的人皮包裹肮脏 [01:00.90] [01:01.02]忍耐是美德伦常 [01:04.55] [01:04.70]关上双眼 听活人宣讲 [01:08.15] [01:08.17]这世界 一切如常 [01:11.75] [01:11.80]我被抛弃于人海茫茫 [01:15.42] [01:15.60]不懂嬉笑推举出的方向 [01:20.12] [01:20.65]求黑暗把视线隔绝 [01:24.07] [01:24.35]求今夜梦里没有梦 [01:27.80] [01:27.87]安然入眠 [01:30.15] [01:31.07]我是爬满虫卵的玫瑰与百合明明存在却不被需求 [01:37.12] [01:37.85]独自蜷缩在角落 [01:40.92] [01:41.52]等待着腐烂败朽 [01:44.42] [01:45.62]酝酿千百理由 [01:48.10] [01:48.27]嗫喏错不在我 [01:51.80] [01:51.92]却被锁住咽喉质问 [01:55.77] [01:56.00]为何不呼救 [01:59.40] [01:59.45]是谁的人皮包裹肮脏 [02:02.62] [02:02.72]忍耐是美德伦常 [02:06.22] [02:06.42]关上双眼 听活人宣讲 [02:10.12] [02:10.15]这世界 一切如常 [02:13.52] [02:13.72]我被抛弃于人海茫茫 [02:17.15] [02:17.30]不懂嬉笑推举出的方向 [02:21.77] [02:22.55]求黑暗把视线割裂 [02:26.02] [02:26.25]求今夜梦里没有梦 [02:29.42] [02:29.42]予我安眠 [02:32.50] [02:32.70]言说于淹没 [02:35.52] [02:36.10]沉默至陈旧 [02:38.35] [02:38.75]是我活该道歉愧疚 [02:42.97] [02:43.12]我奢望故事能被理解 [02:46.47] [02:46.60]祈求一切有终点 [02:49.95] [02:50.15]我写下的 随时间颓谢 [02:53.65] [02:53.67]随娱乐 逐渐消解 [02:57.15] [02:57.20]他们看不到世界背面 [03:00.90] [03:00.97]兀自争论着谁比谁低贱 [03:05.72] [03:06.32]而现实并不能和解 [03:09.87] [03:10.07]相似情节在每一天 [03:13.07] [03:13.27]按时上演 [03:16.45] [03:16.55]原来所谓挣扎努力企图救赎都是最适合消遣的笑话 [03:23.07] [03:23.70]背对这荒谬世界 [03:27.09] [03:27.57]纵身死于聋哑 [03:32.80]