[00:00.000]Why won't I release me
[00:09.000]Why won't I release me
[00:25.000]I'm stuck on the side of the boat I rode
[00:28.000]Have I gotten too far while still afloat?
[00:30.000]Should have been more careful with the boat I chose
[00:34.000]Got chills from the water I'm wading
[00:38.000]Lazy or recovering?
[00:41.000]Lotal apathy I need time to think
[00:43.000]It's a miracle I still got strength to be fighting a line so gray
[00:48.000]Fighting a line so gray
[00:52.000]Fighting a line so gray
[00:57.000]Fighting a line so gray
[01:12.000]Why won't I release me
[01:35.000]Cause I'm a mess get that out of my head
[01:39.000]I know I could progress could never get ahead
[01:42.000]I never wanted this I don't even recognize myself
[01:45.000]Steel my thoughts
[01:48.000]And I'm stressed feelin the world of pressure
[01:50.000]I know I started this
[01:52.000]Second guessed the effort to continue it or be this way forever
[01:56.000]So, steel my thoughts
[01:59.000]Teleport me to year seventeen
[02:02.000]I had such control and clarity
[02:04.000]Set the standard high,
[02:07.000]Its embarrassing how I lost it,
[02:09.000]Trying so hard to over achieve
[02:14.000]And gave no credit to my suffering poor body needed reprogramming
[02:20.000]Hold my rib cage, breathing
[02:23.000]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing
[02:36.000]Why won't I release me
[02:43.000]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple and I release me
[02:55.000]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple
[03:03.000]Far from simple
[03:07.000]Release me
[03:09.000]Release me