[00:00.000] 作词 : f0ver
[00:01.000] 作曲 : f0ver
[00:22.498]Visionize everything that made me cry (看着每个让我哭泣的东西)
[00:25.257]I lost hope when my label got broke(当我的厂牌破产后我失去了希望)
[00:27.517]He said don’t you worry, don’t worry son, huh(他说，“你别担心”)
[00:30.778]Things eventually will get better sometimes(事情总会变好的)
[00:32.785]But the next day he was found dead in the parking lot(但第二天他在停车场被找到)
[00:36.797]The police said he suffocated memory loss(警察说他失去了记忆)
[00:39.556]Put a bullet in his head(将子弹放入脑内)
[00:41.562]Going straight to heaven dead(进入了天堂)
[00:44.823]Optimistic isn’t a positive trait(乐观并不是什么好的品质)
[00:47.582]All it it is a way to avoid life(它只是躲避现实的方法罢了)
[00:50.341]The world full of hatred right now is all about you, me and the fragile relationships (这个充满仇恨的世界只关于你我之间脆弱易碎的友谊)
[00:55.855]That people exist in their daily life now(这是人们天天思考的问题)
[00:58.614]And 10 years later I know everything now(10年后我全都懂了)
[01:01.374]I soon became numb inside of my heart(内心逐渐麻木)
[01:04.384]And I put a smile on my face try to be nice now(我的脸上挂着笑容)
[01:07.142]But I know I’m avoiding, avoiding the harsh society(但我知道我只是逃避现实)
[01:09.649]Avoiding the up and down in my life that may effect what I may be(逃避人生的起起落落)
[01:12.912]I go to church on Sundays(我每周天会去教堂做礼拜)
[01:15.670]I help grandmas everyday(我会天天帮助老奶奶)
[01:18.177]But I know the smile on my face is fake(但我知道我脸上的笑容是虚假的)
[01:21.184]The life I’m living right now ain’t that great(我现在的生活并不那么美好)
[01:23.944]Future gained millions put his mask off(赚了亿万才能真正做自己)
[01:26.454]I can’t bare the life so mines still on(我仍要伪装才能活下去)
[01:29.468]But lord, help me lord, have you abandoned me lord(上天，求你帮助我，你是抛弃了我了嘛？)
[01:32.727]Why am I not blessed by you lord?(你为什么不再保佑我)
[01:34.985]Becoming a false prophet without a choice(为了生计成为了一个假的预言家)
[01:37.746]Solving problems that kids nowadays face(天天帮助迷失的年轻人走对方向)
[01:40.503]After getting tired of the prophet sht(当我对我的工作失去信心)
[01:43.263]After getting tired dealing tiny bit(当我对所有事件失去信心)
[01:46.025]I want to end everything so I got out a Glock(我拿出glock结束了一切)
[01:49.286]and shot myself in the parking lot(就在停车场里，与他一样)