[00:00.000] 作词 : Bung Kon
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Bung Kon
[00:17.35]编曲/原混音：Adam_k/漆柚
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[00:20.17]曲绘：soso
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[00:22.55]pv：麻薯映像（番外篇）
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[00:24.75]出品：踏云社
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[00:26.37]原唱：三无/漆柚/小五
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[00:30.59]尽情猜测 谁又能透彻
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[00:35.62]我心如沼泽 思绪在拔河
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[00:40.72]独处中的 反思与忐忑
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[00:44.82]谁人会晓得 “又是你错了”
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[00:53.95]如何去删除屏蔽（这思绪）
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[00:58.47]刻薄的虚情假意（遥无期）
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[01:03.15]谁愿意忍受这份乖癖（请声明）
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[01:08.42]我与我相惜
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[01:12.85]何需去配合着他们的脾气
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[01:17.97]孤僻里滋养着怪异
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[01:22.77]懦弱软弱退避回避
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[01:26.57]无常反复还心口不一
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[01:31.22]（羡慕着）羡慕却也毫无意义
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[01:35.95]为何抵触这些话题
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[01:40.89]我滋生无数个自己
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[01:45.20]彼此相依永不背弃（永不背弃）
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[01:53.94]人心相隔 还追求什么
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[01:58.04]灵魂能共核 思维相重合
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[02:02.97]苦水太涩 却还能解渴？
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[02:07.77]习性难割舍 “别患失患得”
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[02:49.90]如何去习惯铭记（别闪避）
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[02:55.05]尖酸的批判质疑（要遗弃）
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[02:59.97]渴求的幸运从未降临（别排挤）
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[03:04.82]我与我追忆
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[03:09.51]何需去迎合着他们的语气
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[03:14.50]怪异里生长的孤僻
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[03:18.85]感官本就难以交替
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[03:19.10]感官本就难以交替
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[03:23.46]爱憎恶喜本众口不一
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[03:27.92]（厌倦了）厌倦恭维敷衍的好意
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[03:32.57]残存的爱只用来互利
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[03:37.02]我们本就是共同体
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[03:42.02]彼此依偎绝不背弃
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[03:50.02]如今连宣泄也遏制着呼吸
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[03:55.02]咽喉里哽咽的言语
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[03:59.10]我怨恨着所有自己
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[04:03.38]矛盾焦虑却难以自抑
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[04:07.16]（倘若是）倘若顺服或知己知彼
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[04:11.92]退让适应忽视内心
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[04:16.35]偏执可曾让你窃喜
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[04:20.81]徒劳无功障目自欺
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[04:27.91]愚人自欺
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