[00:00.000] 作词 : 7ezi [00:01.000] 作曲 : 7ezi [00:21.645]后期: YoungQi制燥 [00:22.896]Verse1 [00:26.895]I'm not an optimist 每个夜晚 [00:28.896]突如其来心酸 [00:30.145]快要把我淹没 卷进深不见底漩涡 [00:33.180]The fxxxing emotion 如同钉子将我钉住 [00:36.395]无力倾诉 多少个夜晚痛苦的抽搐 [00:40.145]等待被上帝救赎 [00:41.396]你我都一样 活在这个世上 充斥着欲望 [00:44.145]都不是柏拉图 会愤怒 会大哭 [00:47.396]空间混杂着时间被埋葬 [00:49.396]混乱的幻觉找不到方向 [00:52.145]This is not me 这不是我自己 [00:55.895]我介意 不知所措的痛苦向我侵袭 [00:59.146]无法表言达意 模糊不清 [01:02.580]望向夜空中的星星 夜晚变得安静 [01:05.580]Hook [01:05.829]The love is the fxxxed off [01:10.581]Chasing the soul [01:14.580]Just like bullsxxt [01:16.831]But I still lose yet [01:18.581]Verse2 [01:18.830]逃离或是煎熬 [01:20.889]就像你我吃最后一只煎饺 [01:22.139]剩下的碗底空空 像黑洞吞噬着光和时间 [01:25.139]逃不掉 伸出的魔爪 抓着喉咙关进房间 [01:29.639]布满利剑 [01:30.889]似乎要贯穿 再将心偷走 [01:32.639]再说声抱歉 [01:34.390]慢悠悠回头 剩下一摊忧愁 [01:37.139]猫还是狗 惹人发笑的小丑 [01:40.889]都吃肉 都喝酒 都是会走动的野兽 [01:44.141]看起来都不一样 神色慌张 踉踉跄跄 [01:47.389]面具背后的模样 一摊死水的失望 [01:50.389]There's something wrong [01:51.890]多少次的next to u [01:53.640]Always breaking in two 无人征服 [01:56.139]不过换一个称呼 [01:57.389]Hook [01:57.890]The love is the fxxxed off [02:01.890]Chasing the soul [02:06.389]Just like bullsxxt [02:08.141]But I still lose yet [02:10.389]Verse3 [02:11.321]Good night之后的告别 [02:12.072]全部都已熄灭 回归狂野 [02:13.323]Everything had changed [02:14.572]All  covered with black ink [02:16.571]忽然觉得 人类总是邪恶 将链接切割 [02:19.821]丢进光亮的月色 [02:26.140]Don't wanna be [02:26.390]Fxxkin 'emotionally controled anymore [02:27.391]Don't want to be a fool [02:29.140]不想再说 花瓣开始凋落 [02:32.140]无尽惆怅 也无心再去揣摩 [02:35.640]你也是你 我也是我 谁都没有错 [02:38.641]一切都是选择的结果 灵魂深处的怯懦 [02:42.390]I will love when u around [02:44.890]But now I hate u and don't wanna found [02:48.889]I will do nothing [02:50.140]Cause don't want to feel the pain [02:52.140]Just try to be happy day by day [02:55.391]所以何须再斥责是谁的不对