[00:05.692] Standing at the edge of sanity
[00:08.267] I've been here a couple of times
[00:10.794] But I swore I was better, I was better
[00:14.979] And it hurts, to keep inside
[00:17.336] Feeling worse, cause I know I
[00:19.857] Could be in control, if I let them know
[00:25.175] Keep thinking that I'm finally waken
[00:27.723] But I'm mistaken
[00:30.102] Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
[00:33.124] Hands are shaking
[00:35.234] Cause I hurt myself, myself again
[00:40.473] Crying for help, for help again
[00:46.120] Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
[00:51.002] I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
[01:17.407] I know I'm my own worst enemy
[01:20.234] I've got a double sided mind
[01:22.744] But I swear I'll get better, I'll get better this time
[01:26.746] I need to believe, these times don't make me weak
[01:32.101] And I'm in control, my life's beautiful
[01:37.462] My head and my heart's been aching
[01:40.061] Feelings are fading
[01:42.919] Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
[01:45.256] Hands are shaking
[01:47.290] Cause I hurt myself, myself again
[01:52.582] Crying for help, for help again
[01:57.940] Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
[02:02.652] I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
[02:28.906] Anything bad that's ever happened to me
[02:33.902] It's playing to fast like a messed up movie
[02:38.433] When it's like that, it's so hard to see the beauty
[02:44.082] That's when I hurt myself, myself again
[02:49.182] Cause I hurt myself, myself again
[02:54.830] Crying for help, for help again
[03:00.112] Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure
[03:04.333] I hurt myself, myself again, myself again