[00:00.000] 作词 : Rabbey
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Rabbey
[00:05.320]Prod. by Keuz
[00:18.118]Mix by Rabbey
[00:29.622]人们都开始躲避我（以抑郁症患者的角度）
[00:31.102]我到底犯了什么错
[00:33.399]只想摆脱这不属于我的灵魂
[00:34.890]无意间戴着面具撑到了深春
[00:36.607]蝴蝶仿佛在脑子里扇动翅膀
[00:38.625]忽然间已迷失了正确的方向
[00:40.430]抬起脚走一步开始坠入深渊
[00:42.405]为了逃离闭眼只有蝙蝠浮现
[00:44.662]魔鬼缠身
[00:45.373]远离世尘
[00:46.157]留下疤痕
[00:46.879]刚闭眼
[00:47.870]见到梦魇
[00:48.383]已经半夜三更
[00:49.671]看着手中的菜刀发愣
[00:51.418]天使的讥笑最伤人
[00:53.133]憎恨自己成为了家人的累赘
[00:54.884]努力压抑不想变得更加颓废
[00:58.642]有只隐形的蜥蜴在舔我的脸
[01:00.683]用药物麻痹自己变得疯癫
[01:02.436]无法消除别人对我的偏见
[01:03.913]做的再好也不能看到笑颜
[01:06.166]欲言又止舌头不属于自己
[01:07.944]想撕开脑皮 跳出身体
[01:09.157]感觉不能呼吸 快要窒息
[01:10.433]处在变异的前期
[01:11.432]乞求做人的权力
[01:13.923]身体每处充满了针刺感
[01:15.992]对崭新的事物惶恐不安
[01:17.785]无法继续忍受别人的评判
[01:19.484]眼前一片迷茫
[01:21.235]虽然惧怕死亡
[01:22.958]但这仿佛是最后的希望
[01:28.468]I dont wanna die
[01:30.472]Lemme stay alive
[01:31.950]Have already tried
[01:33.739]but now i have to hide
[01:43.409]why treat me like that
[01:45.179]why laugh when i sad
[01:46.947]everywhere is trap
[01:48.932]ma body is full of gap
[01:56.954]
[01:57.938]一直向往阳光
[01:58.982]不想继续迷茫
[02:00.047]没有勇气设想
[02:00.711]活的如此倔强
[02:01.706]对未来没有希望
[02:02.713]只好锁上心房
[02:03.444]继续彷徨
[02:04.953]看你们大笑我真的很羡慕
[02:07.012]看看身边依旧江山如故
[02:08.197]只想遭受天打雷劈
[02:09.719]不想奴颜婢膝
[02:10.465]但如果自杀未遂
[02:11.050]是否会无家可归
[02:12.496]可恶的人类
[02:13.767]为何把我视为怪胎一辈
[02:14.971]对着镜子声泪俱下
[02:16.507]精神世界已经散架
[02:18.234]苟延残喘
[02:20.266]寻找理由只为活下
[02:21.229]心中擂台敲起锣鼓
[02:21.995]新的一站即将上幕
[02:27.003]Aight Look（作者的角度）
[02:27.733]我听了你的故事
[02:28.533]Im sorry for this
[02:29.506]你并不是在孤独的战斗
[02:31.256]许多名人也为此发愁
[02:33.015]都在找活着的理由
[02:35.006]不要对药片过于依赖
[02:36.527]音乐能让你活的多姿多彩
[02:38.538]魔鬼终将离去
[02:40.261]还回你原来的身躯
[02:41.524]也许人们冷酷无情
[02:43.266]社会缺乏同情心
[02:44.042]但家人给了你亲情
[02:46.055]相信你总会苏醒
[02:47.827]击败想杀死你的病魔
[02:49.550]让它见到你坚强的魂魄
[02:51.554]大胆的追求你的梦想
[02:53.553]让笑你的人对你仰望
[02:55.318]未来也要更加坚强
[02:57.577]I dont wanna die
[02:59.044]Lemme stay alive
[03:01.042]Have already tried
[03:02.343]but now i have to hide
[03:12.102]why treat me like that
[03:13.801]why laugh when i sad
[03:16.058]everywhere is trap
[03:17.358]ma body is full of gap