[00:00.000] 作词 : 红叶 RaySteven
[00:00.016] 作曲 : 红叶 RaySteven
[00:00.32]编曲：肖秋睿Steven
[00:03.47]Noah
[00:07.21]Hi, sweetheart
[00:10.06]I'm sorry I haven't been able to be here to read to you
[00:14.31]I didn't know what to do
[00:17.10]I was afraid you were never coming back
[00:19.20]I'll always come back
[00:26.05]What's gonna happen when I can't remember anything any more
[00:33.55]What will you do
[00:35.29]I'll be here.
[00:37.78]I'll never leave you.
[01:16.54]时间 总是不知不觉
[01:18.61]又从白天走回到夜晚
[01:20.99]就像留下的遗憾
[01:22.37]不能回头不能去逆转
[01:24.29]又打开熟悉的歌单
[01:25.97]掉进梦里无限病态循环
[01:28.09]被过往揪着痛着 像个疯子
[01:30.02]病在每个凌晨 可是无力终止
[01:32.52]That's so hurt but nobody know
[01:34.38]爱过多深就摔得多重
[01:36.37]深夜重复又掉进回忆
[01:37.73]爱对真心的人总是特别严厉
[01:39.78]所以尝试着牢记
[01:41.29]要么始乱终弃要么就逃避
[01:43.32]脸上挂的伪装越来越巧
[01:44.49]伤口越来越小
[01:45.44]心却也变得麻痹
[01:46.56]Lost the real me
[01:49.70]包裹危险的温柔的外套
[01:53.55]不断沉迷的致幻的味道
[01:55.98]开始鬼迷心窍
[01:57.11]哪怕猜到这是裹着糖衣的冰窖
[01:59.99]恋爱像在服药
[02:01.00]生怕自己孤独到底忘记了心跳
[02:02.82]每当新的人出现了 试探了 结伴了总会感叹所谓爱情没什么两样
[02:06.98]可是深夜里失眠了 刺痛了
[02:08.56]才醒悟你只当过他一个人的降将
[02:10.87]情绪作了弊
[02:11.84]以为有关他的画面早就忘记
[02:13.91]从不承认他的地位一直没人能代替
[02:15.89]反正面具上的笑容貌似没扭曲
[02:17.77]But no heartbeat
[02:19.38]Sometimes I need someone who cares about me
[02:26.99]Sometimes I need someone who wanna hug me
[02:34.62]Sometimes I need someone who can protect me
[02:41.21]Sometimes
[02:44.62]I need someone
[02:46.53]who wanna love me
[02:48.62]love me
[02:49.92]也想做偶像剧的主演而不只是羡慕在旁边
[02:53.73]也承认幻想甜蜜的场面难免会让自己失眠
[02:57.54]也希望能有双手拉住我就不会跌落到冰点
[03:01.39]可没被疼爱也没勇气离开只能尴尬在中间
[03:05.63]闭着双眼
[03:06.80]等待被拥住的瞬间
[03:08.64]孤独是地狱的侧脸
[03:10.41]表面涂满甜蜜的光鲜
[03:11.98]Never never never got my love
[03:13.96]Keep drinking but don't wanna talk
[03:15.77]往事一件一件碎得一片一片扎进埋进心里不能填的壑
[03:19.63]无数个敏感又撕扯的夜里总渴望能有他的耳语和抱紧
[03:24.03]哪怕有再多人把你捧在手心他还是不变的药引
[03:27.83]热情早耗尽
[03:28.84]朋友在劝解你扎心的道理
[03:30.72]就算已掌握不被动的要领可当初依旧没逃过他的陷阱
[03:34.88]决定了今后只为自己潇洒活过
[03:36.91]可心底的空白已不再着墨
[03:38.89]曾经的那个奋不顾身的自己随往事一同被时间淹没
[03:42.59]Just running
[03:44.50]尽管不奢望能获得不再缝补伤口的安宁
[03:48.29]早一点天晴
[03:49.23]同行的至少还有身后的影