[00:00.000] 作词 : a11mud [00:00.971] 作曲 : a11mud [00:01.943]r.i.p. xxxtentacion [00:03.697]作词:xxxtentacion 刘峰火 [00:04.950]作曲:xxxtentacion 刘峰火 [00:05.951]编曲:葱仔 [00:21.193]Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go [00:26.697]You decide if you're ever gonna let me know [00:33.632]Suicide if you ever try to let go, uh [00:37.125]I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah。 [00:42.629]这是我的二十岁压力不止二十倍 [00:44.627]当我踏入社会想做的一切全部都是noway [00:47.879]悲观与妄想勾兑依靠着酒精入睡 [00:50.628]梦境中忏悔的戏码醒来后全部都作废 [00:53.881]多想撤退太在乎别人的看法 [00:55.878]无法拒绝的请求让我一次次的犯傻 [00:58.376]比起孤独更容易接受虚伪的赞美 [01:01.124]直到我撞破了头才给问题都打上乱码 [01:04.131]我感到失望紧闭卧室房门 [01:06.628]无法找到方向状态变得低沉 [01:09.123]爱情让我沮丧最后独自一人 [01:11.877]交叉路口太多我只能沉默的死踩油门 [01:14.884]逐渐厌烦一切有关于交际的活动 [01:17.634]大脑放空 在臆想的缝隙里失重 [01:20.376]理解人们说的只有感同没有身受 [01:23.125]所以别管了让我体会无声的悲痛 [01:25.379]Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go [01:30.626]You decide if you're ever gonna let me know [01:35.875]Suicide if you ever try to let go, uh [01:40.879]I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah。 [01:46.125]已经习惯了一个人带着耳机流浪 [01:49.132]故意错过末班地铁在城市中游荡 [01:51.628]在床上翻来覆去 对未来充满顾虑 [01:54.624]无法克制的空虚在今夜刺进我心脏 [01:57.951]可能这首歌里抱怨比道理更多 [02:00.203]可能成长就是把理性当做衬托 [02:02.699]可能你期盼的日子不会降临 [02:04.952]可能不完美的结局让你总是会退缩 [02:07.702]我只是想要做我自己 [02:09.944]即便没有一盏路灯为我而亮 [02:12.452]有时情绪也会变得无法自理 [02:15.202]压抑的躲起来像个孩子一样 [02:17.945]不过还好最近没有惹过祸 [02:20.452]如履薄冰的心情其实也不错 [02:23.448]算了吧暂时一切就先这样吧 [02:26.698]对这世界妥协吧只剩下了沉默 [02:29.691]Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go [02:35.453]You decide if you're ever gonna let me know [02:39.700]Suicide if you ever try to let go, uh [02:45.448]I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah。