[00:00.00]Difficult （难）-Bad Meets Evil
[00:01.120]They ask me am I ok They ask me if I'm happy
[00:04.440]Are they asking me that because of the
[00:06.200]Sh*t that's been thrown at me
[00:07.470]Or am I just a little snappy
[00:08.900]And they genuinly care
[00:10.789]Doody most of my life it's just been me and you there
[00:13.808]And I continuosly stare at pictures of you
[00:16.238]I never got to say I love you
[00:18.338]As much as I wanted to but I do
[00:20.177]Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me
[00:22.446]What the f**k good does that do me now
[00:24.825]But somehow I know you're near me in presence
[00:27.503]Or I went and drop some
[00:28.733]Presents off to ease it to them
[00:30.452]Two little beautiful boys of yours
[00:32.302]To try to ease their minds a little
[00:34.572]And dawg you'll never believe this
[00:36.332]But Sharonda actually talks to me now
[00:38.921]Jesus and everyone elese
[00:40.501]Is just tryna pick up the pieces
[00:42.621]Man how you touch so many lives and just leave us
[00:45.321]They say grievance has a way
[00:47.249]Of affecting everyone different
[00:49.99]If it's true how the f**k am
[00:50.789]I supposed to get over you
[00:52.159]Difficult as it sounds
[01:18.308]Doody that's what we call eachother
[01:20.627]I don't know where it came
[01:21.787]From but it just stuck with us
[01:23.407]We was always brothers
[01:24.767]Never thought about eachothers skin colours
[01:27.517]Til one day we was walking up
[01:29.437]The block in the summer
[01:30.707]It was like 90degrees
[01:32.437]I was catching a sun burn
[01:34.36]Tryna walk under the trees
[01:35.496]Just to give me some comfort
[01:37.176]I'm moaning I just wanna get home
[01:38.916]When I look over in his shirt is off
[01:40.936]I'm like you gon fry and like
[01:42.506]No I won't I'm black stupid
[01:44.565]Black people they got melatonin
[01:46.714]And their skin don't burn
[01:48.204]Meanwhile my face is glowing and I felt
[01:50.524]Like I'm on fire
[01:51.594]And the entire time you're just laughing at me
[01:54.423]And snapping at me with your shirt bastard
[01:56.821]And I still have to get you back for that sh*t
[01:59.291]And by the way them playboy rings
[02:01.131]My mother stole from you
[02:02.431]Well I finally got them back sh*t
[02:04.521]It must have been at least 16years ago
[02:07.381]Well I put them in your casket
[02:09.381]Moving past it it still ain't registered yet
[02:11.861]But you can bet you're legacy they'll never forget
[02:15.400]The motor city mo-town
[02:16.940]Hip hop vet hip hop shop dreads
[02:19.650]It don't stop there
[02:21.199]Yeah as difficult as it sounds
[02:47.409]And this might sound a little
[02:48.589]Strange but I'm a tell it
[02:50.79]I found that jacket that you left at my wedding
[02:52.399]And I picked it up to smell it
[02:54.169]I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass
[02:57.329]And hang up in the hallway
[02:58.579]So I can always look at it
[03:00.109]And as for me and D12we feel like f**k rap
[03:03.587]It feels like our general
[03:04.837]Just f**king died in our lap
[03:06.566]We shut off all our pages
[03:07.906]All our cell numbers is changed
[03:09.206]Our two-ways are in the trash
[03:10.816]So some cats will have to find a new way
[03:13.355]And I know the dreams will die with you today
[03:16.565]But the truth is there all still here and you ain't
[03:19.474]Purple gang you gotta press on
[03:22.03]Don't ever give up the dream dog
[03:23.982]I got love for you all
[03:25.492]And Doody it's true you bought
[03:27.292]People together who never
[03:28.702]Woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you
[03:31.962]You were the peacemaker doody
[03:33.882]I know sometimes you were moody
[03:35.462]But you hated confrontation
[03:37.112]And truly hated the feuding
[03:38.912]But you were down for yours
[03:40.182]Whenever it came to scrapping
[03:42.92]If it had to happen it had to happen
[03:44.352]Believe me I know you're the one who taught me to
[03:46.902]Throw them balls back on Dresden
[03:48.452]From making cars to paintballing
[03:50.282]To getting arrested
[03:51.332]To sitting across from eachother
[03:53.62]In cells laughing and jesting
[03:54.792]They tried to hit us for
[03:55.962]5years for that no question
[03:57.831]I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up
[04:00.111]Didn't show up for court
[04:01.311]So we got off on a technicality left sweating
[04:04.251]Me you and what's his face
[04:05.941]I forgot his f**king name
[04:07.571]Shame he even came to your funeral
[04:09.751]He betrayed our team
[04:10.691]And if I see him again
[04:12.141]I'm a punch him in the f**king face
[04:14.11]And that's on Hallie Jade Whitney Lane
[04:16.31]And Alaina's name
[04:17.551]I let the pistol bang once
[04:19.281]Just to leak a shot in the air
[04:21.241]For you and pour some liquor out for
[04:23.60]You with Obie in the parking lot of 54
[04:25.679]Just before we were supposed to get in cars
[04:28.68]To come and see you
[04:29.238]It's more difficult as it sounds