[00:16.26]Wake up next to pills and empty bottles
[00:19.66]Checking all these messages from my mom
[00:23.78]Hear what people say but I don't wanna
[00:26.89]Keep riding this wave and over medicate, my love
[00:31.63]Never runs away or breaks a promise
[00:34.92]Except when it comes to my own body
[00:38.73]Swore that I would change myself for Margaret
[00:42.19]Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey
[00:46.16]My love, my love, my love
[01:02.44]Paid another visit to my doctor
[01:06.15]Lately it's just problem after problem
[01:10.38]Try to plant the seeds but they don't blossom
[01:12.49]Hide the pain away and do the best to save my love
[01:17.53]Hope that I can make it through the winter, babe
[01:21.48]Iridescent lighting in the hallways
[01:25.36]Guess I'll never learn from my mistakes
[01:28.08]Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey
[01:31.69]My love, my love, my love, my love, my love, my love, my love
[01:47.74]Not the way I hoped to see my father
[01:51.13]In his mind I was his perfect daughter
[01:55.60]I appreciate that I still got him
[01:58.36]Scars you can't erase and blood you can't replace, my love
[02:03.30]If we could go back to the beginning, babe
[02:07.03]Maybe you could know me in the darkest place
[02:11.27]Left me all alone when I was so afraid
[02:13.81]Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey
[02:17.77]My love, my love, my love, my love, my love
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