[00:43.11]And it came to me then [00:45.60]that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time [00:53.70]As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409 [01:04.42]And I rationed my breathes as I said to myself [01:09.72]that I'd already taken too much today [01:14.59]As each descending peak on the LCD [01:20.13]took you a little farther away from me, away from me [01:47.09]Amongst the vending machines and year old magazines [01:52.64]In a place where we only say goodbye [01:57.19] [01:57.71]It stung like a violent wind [02:00.53]that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds [02:08.28]And I knew that you were truth [02:11.46]I would rather lose than to never lain beside at all [02:18.57] [02:19.41]And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground [02:24.66]as the TV entertained itself [02:30.59]Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room [02:40.48]just nervous paces bracing for bad news [02:51.27]And then the nurse comes round and everyone lifts their head [03:02.43]But I'm thinking of what Sarah said: That love is watching someone die [03:18.70] [03:46.10]So who's gonna watch you die? [03:52.16]arrager:setsuna