[00:03.99]Big D, Lost Child Big D
[00:09.50]This bout my demons in the past
[00:10.68]Gotta get em out to move on
[00:12.28]Livin in fking locked cage
[00:13.95]Should've been finding who I is
[00:15.26]It was supposed to be the fkin rock age
[00:17.12](Drop Hating) It's like a simpler goal to aim
[00:19.96]It ain't so would ya stop sayin
[00:22.31]You ain't got no fking idea bout this locked rage
[00:24.02]Hunid times since I been askin if I meant to end up
[00:26.91]lost in abyss & chaos, in howling Inferno
[00:29.23]Used to having faith believing I can find a way
[00:32.03]To my redemption and salvation
[00:33.09]But how is it eternal?
[00:34.92]What? Just tell me, this youth pathetic, ain't it?
[00:38.05]The independence of him life been decapitated
[00:40.47]Hey, since I be fkin brain washed, manipulated
[00:43.51]What I lost are more than options to be rejuvenated
[00:45.61]It's a nightmare not to be living it how I like it
[00:48.65]Till I'm dying
[00:49.48]I never stop regreting givin up flying
[00:51.32]So I'm Trying
[00:52.17]I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes
[00:55.08]So my life and I never be isolated
[00:56.65]But it's , hard as I peel it off
[00:58.64]Darkness and despairs round me
[01:00.31]Far as I can recall
[01:01.32]Part that I deserve to carry
[01:02.71]Heartless spirit, fainted souls and only pains surround me
[01:06.02]And it found me, inside my penitentiary
[01:08.46]It's oddity, what I's ever asking for no more than one apology
[01:10.97]It's however what u never had the courtesy to offer me
[01:13.81]Such an Irony
[01:15.51]Cuz after me, my life to be a tragedy
[01:17.58]To show this agony pulled out of me
[01:19.46]“Can not be staying lost”
[01:20.78]What it told me when I can not be suffocating more
[01:22.93]Cannot be devastated more
[01:24.38]I'm hating al
[01:25.33]Through daily torture, can't ignore all em pain & sore
[01:28.10]WTF they paying for ?
[01:29.21]What am I here waiting for ?
[01:30.66]Countless of regrets, they forming time crevice
[01:33.49]Stuck a lost child, crying with left behind wishes
[01:35.78]In cemetery what is turning gladness to ashes
[01:38.82]And what smashes the baddest I did trap as the last witness
[01:41.35]Whatever other path that I selected been contaminated
[01:44.65]With your fking faith it ain't gon rehabilitate
[01:47.84]Not my debt to be repaid, for such a past full of mistakes
[01:49.78]Just wanna pay off for what it takes
[01:51.22]Enough to get this sh1t out of my way
[01:52.43]It is a nightmare not to be living it how I like it
[01:55.63]Till I'm dying
[01:56.27]I never stop regreting givin up flying
[01:58.09]So I'm Trying
[01:58.92]I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes
[02:01.92]So my life and I never be isolated
[02:03.47]Still it's, hard as I peel it off
[02:05.41]Darkness and despairs round me
[02:07.07]Far as I can recall
[02:08.07]Part that I deserve to carry
[02:09.67]Heartless spirit, fainted souls and only pains surround me
[02:12.99]And it found me, an evanescent solitary
[02:15.01]Yeah rite, it's dreadful, painful days that he been fragil
[02:28.54]Since he cowered in spiritual castle
[02:30.76]Been dragged through
[02:31.97]Man in mirror his mid finger up and cursing "F you"
[02:34.54]Tackled by illusion of devil, can't pass through
[02:37.50]Knuckle under to his fate, erasing memories since eighty-six
[02:40.33]Nothing else to reminisce for pessimist
[02:42.79]Man without a past, he future ain't exist
[02:45.35]Psycho wander in a cycled fking labyrinth of present tense
[02:48.76]Ye, Never been so frightened
[02:50.70]I been struggling to be standin up but I feel so weak
[02:53.01]Nothin enlightens me
[02:54.24]Who stopping me from chasing dreams
[02:56.72]I'm making peace with enemy
[02:57.92]But I wanna be tough enough to face my own defeat
[02:59.72]Cuz it's a nightmare not to be living it how I like it
[03:02.38]Till I'm dying
[03:03.28]I never stop regreting givin up flying
[03:04.78]So I'm Trying
[03:05.56]I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes
[03:08.37]So my life and I never be isolated
[03:10.54]But it's, hard as I peel it off
[03:12.14]Darkness and despairs round me
[03:13.74]Far as I can recall
[03:14.83]Part that I deserve to carry
[03:16.37]Heartless spirit, fainted souls and only pains surround me
[03:19.59]And it found me, inside my penitentiary
[03:21.76]Hard as I peel it off
[03:27.56]Far as I can recall
[03:33.06]And it found me
[03:41.94]Penitentiary
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