[00:00.000] 作曲 : Keyon Harrold/Allen Story/Justin Scott/Anna Gaye/Horgy Gordy
[00:18.485]Yeah, yeah
[00:21.039]I got these ideas, I got a lot on my mind
[00:25.195]And it's so hard to put 'em in a lot of songs
[00:27.911]I try to put 'em all in one, you know
[00:30.322]Just what I'm feeling, what I'm going through
[00:33.019]I've been drinking so please bear with me
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[00:40.187]Eyes wide shut, barely eating, tryna get my game on
[00:43.170]Played it too cool, almost like I'm froze, had to turn my flame on
[00:46.673]All the while, watch 'em X me out
[00:48.089]Magazine cover, mother******, I ain't tripping
[00:50.545]My flow, senior citizen ************t
[00:51.926]And maybe they'll listen to me when they sixty
[00:53.469]Breaking some bread down, treat it like the Last Supper
[00:56.527]Toast to all the time we were po', but still we had one another
[01:00.000]Hoppin' in, out of shuttles
[01:01.262]I'ma be big momma, I'ma get rich momma
[01:03.356]I'm sorry I ain't got a wife or kids momma
[01:05.617]But look what I did momma
[01:06.860]Got a house that I barely can stay in, a car I barely can drive
[01:10.169]I'd be a liar if I said getting money didn't make me feel alive
[01:13.587]Hustling, arguing about who’s better than I in tweets
[01:16.881]But what does it matter when a new artist come out like every week?
[01:20.271]And the label all on they *******, good for them, keep sucking
[01:23.371]Most rappers'll bend over for you, but me? ************ I'm not for *******, over
[01:26.739]I'd be the biggest star, they told me
[01:29.454]Signed my name on that line and when I die, that's when it's over
[01:33.240]Moving on to the set, I was just a talented black kid
[01:36.440]But to them, I looked like a check
[01:37.540]Another five years of slaving and then it's on to the next
[01:40.657]I was tryna be what I envisioned as a child
[01:43.482]A king ain't a man of God when ain't no church in the wild
[01:47.039]************t been ****** up 'cause they don't talk about Christ
[01:50.206]Everybody trying to die young but who gon' talk about life?
[01:53.616]I pull that card, good Lord, Confederate flag ************t so flawed
[01:56.613]They used to fly it like pilots and burn crosses in our yards
[02:00.185]I can't get with ya if you with that whistling Dixie
[02:02.378]They want that old time back
[02:03.805]But *******s got a hundred rounds and automatics
[02:05.833]So we ain't having that
[02:07.113]I ain't promoting no violence, it's people out here been wilding
[02:10.291]So much that you can get gunned down
[02:12.307]just for being happy and smiling
[02:13.745]Ain't no hotline worth dialing to say the world needs help
[02:17.081]We too busy filling our needs that we might kill us ourselves
[02:20.481]I got my gumption from my granny
[02:22.442]Had a dream about her like last night
[02:24.099]She held me tight and told me,
[02:25.782]"Little one, everything gon' be alright"
[02:27.598]My mind playing tricks on me, but I needed that there
[02:30.617]In a world where I feel all alone sometimes I'm needing her care
[02:33.928]It's hard to share my insecurities so I medicate, I mean meditate
[02:37.551]And pray to God for a second chance, for Heaven's sake
[02:40.955]I'm just waiting on a sign or two, like what I'ma do
[02:44.235]When my heart get rusty and tired and it ain't ************ning through?
[02:47.379]And I think about death a lot, my father scared of dying
[02:50.939]I can relate, I call him before every flight
[02:52.627]In case I ain't meant for flying
[02:54.329]I can't hold it back, can't control these tears
[02:56.346]I mean after all these years
[02:57.688]I'm still the kid writing poems, too shy to eat in the cafeteria
[03:00.884]I'm two cups in and three shots away
[03:03.545]I don't give a ******* about any of the ************t I didn't have to say
[03:07.392]Lord knows, it's hard to see the truth with your eyes closed
[03:12.166]It's hard to protect your feelings when you so exposed
[03:15.634]Yeah, I'm so exposed
[03:20.682]I'm so exposed
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[03:28.790]I let it all slip away
[03:35.379]And now all I can say
[03:42.576]Is here's a toast to a better day
[03:49.196]And the love that will come and stay
[03:55.586]Oh God, oh God, oh God, wherever You are, yeah
[04:02.180]I call Your name near and far
[04:08.997]Oh God, oh God, oh God, wherever You are, yeah
[04:15.817]I call Your name near and far
[04:21.532]I'm so exposed
[04:24.210]I'm so exposed
[04:27.271]I'm so exposed
[04:30.772]I'm so exposed
[04:34.040]Oh God, oh God
[04:37.627]Oh God, oh God
[04:40.443]Oh yeah, uh
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