How Many Lovers
is there a prospect or

is there reason or no

my life is meaningless now i'm sure i'm sure
is there a place left to go

i wanted you to need me when you made it to manhattan
call me to tell me how you love me and what happened
cry sympathetic but you didn't you're a cruel one
how many lovers have you taken
am i being crazy am i running with my instincts
gave you my trust and my money so i can't think
straight but my body tells me i should go on living
how many lovers have you taken

is there a prospect or

is there reason or no

my life is meaningless now i'm sure i'm sure
is there a place left to go
i should try to see this your way i should be more patient
spend my time on other things and know that you are safe and
hold my tongue when i'm feeling doubt but still i'm broken
how many lovers have you taken
are you happy are you sad or are missing us in
west coast not the same when i'm not with my best friend
take apart my sanity and strip me of my confidence
how many lovers have you taken

is there a prospect or

is there reason or no

my life is meaningless now i'm sure i'm sure
is there a place left to go

you're the only one i'd ever stay with
after all this nonsense
maybe i should think about my health and find a new thing
maybe i'm just stupid
maybe i just want to be with someone that can find a way
to make me daily take apart my pride
and dignity is rubbish
when i build it up so you can tell me all the reasons
why i should feel worthless
why i should just give in everything you say makes sense to me
because i'm tired and i think you're better
i don't even know why you would choose to stay with me
when all i do is make your living that much harder
do you even love me
did you find another way to satisfy your needs

is there a prospect or

is there reason or no
my life is meaningless now i'm sure i'm sure
is there a place left to go

is there a prospect or

is there reason or no

my life is meaningless now i'm sure i'm sure
is there a place left to go