[00:00.000] 作曲 : Sarah Barrios/Anton Rundberg/Julia Karlsson [00:00.607] I woke up this morning and I didn't feel like I was gonna die [00:05.394] My head wasn't crowded and I didn't feel like I was gonna cry [00:09.984] And there were no rainclouds hovering over my head [00:14.729] And there was no weight sitting on top of my chest [00:19.204] And it made me nervous that something was wrong so I called up my doctor [00:23.835] I said there was no pain and he said I'm okay that I shouldn't be bothered [00:28.331] But I don't believe him 'cause there's gotta be something [00:32.995] There's always a fallout and I know that it's coming [00:36.599] I'm so used to problems [00:40.923] Spending all my time trying to solve 'em [00:45.862] Now I don't feel haunted [00:50.247] If I'm being honest [00:55.515] How come happy makes me feel lost [00:57.658] I just don't understand it [00:59.577] How come feeling good feels so wrong [01:02.163] This ain't what I imagined [01:04.227] Wish that I could just move along [01:06.640] And let myself feel the magic [01:08.833] How come happy makes me feel lost [01:11.167] I just don't understand it [01:14.822] Is there a handbook or some sort of potion that makes this feel easy [01:19.261] Some sort of secret that makes you believe that you're finally healing [01:23.968] I can't see the darkness when the sun's always shining [01:28.246] I can't hear the thunder but I know that there's lightning [01:32.418] I'm so used to problems [01:36.784] Spending all my time trying to solve 'em [01:41.361] Now I don't feel haunted [01:45.747] If I'm being honest [01:50.554] How come happy makes me feel lost [01:52.823] I just don't understand it [01:55.201] How come feeling good feels so wrong [01:57.536] This ain't what I imagined [01:59.817] Wish that I could just move along [02:02.032] And let myself feel the magic [02:04.321] How come happy makes me feel lost [02:06.507] I just don't understand it [02:18.385] How come happy makes me feel lost [02:20.361] I just don't understand it