[00:00.000] 作词 : FINNEAS/Billie Eilish O'Connell
[00:01.000] 作曲 : FINNEAS/Billie Eilish O'Connell
[00:10.868]I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well
[00:16.346]I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
[00:22.423]There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
[00:28.164]But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
[00:34.822]Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before
[00:42.785](Anyone before)
[00:48.337]Too bad they're usually deranged
[00:53.522]Last week, I realized I crave pity
[00:58.362]When I retell a story I make, everything sound worse
[01:04.827]Can't shake the feeling, that I'm just bad at healin'
[01:10.198]And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
[01:17.298]Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest, I was still bein' ignored
[01:24.921]Lying for attention, just to get neglection
[01:31.612]Now we're estranged
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[01:37.290]Things I once enjoyed (Ah-ah)
[01:43.502]Just keep me employed now
[01:49.543]Things I'm longing for
[01:55.308]Some day I'll be bored of
[01:59.327]It's so weird
[02:10.167]That we care so much, until we don't
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[02:16.867]I'm getting older, I got more on my shoulders
[02:22.276]But I'm gettin' better at admittin' when I'm wrong
[02:28.207]I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor
[02:34.496]To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
[02:40.801]'Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised would depend on what I'm givin'
[02:48.756]Not on his permission, wasn't my decision to be abused
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[03:01.536]Things I once enjoyed
[03:07.522]Just keep me employed now
[03:13.578]Things I'm longing for, mm
[03:19.327]Some day I'll be bored of
[03:23.112]It's so weird
[03:34.283]That we care so much, until we don't
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[03:41.022]But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
[03:46.162]For anybody askin, I promise I'll be fine
[03:52.653]I've had some trauma
[03:55.283]Did things I didn't wanna
[03:58.194]Was too afraid to tell ya
[04:01.207]But now I think it's time