[00:00.000] 作词 : Dave Haywood/Hillary Scott/Natalie Hemby/Amy Wadge [00:01.000] 作曲 : Dave Haywood/Hillary Scott/Natalie Hemby/Amy Wadge [00:13.318] I keep looking at myself in the mirror [00:16.659] Hoping it will change [00:20.071] And I keep wishing for a brand-new body [00:23.347] That I didn't have to blame [00:25.144] [00:27.002] I'm seeing every flaw, like a failure [00:30.692] I'm using every cure, like a savior [00:33.697] Like trying to build a church out of all my hurt [00:36.738] When it really needs grace [00:38.415] [00:39.683] I gave all my time to nothing [00:46.285] I focused on who I was [00:49.744] Not who I'm becoming [00:53.676] My fears they took up space [00:57.279] My eyes couldn't look away [00:59.762] I didn't even realize [01:02.210] I worshiped what I hate [01:04.693] [01:07.338] Half a bottle of red [01:09.156] Just before bed [01:10.633] Is the only way I dream [01:13.496] [01:13.976] Before I really wake up [01:15.874] The first thing I touch is a button on a screen [01:20.470] I'm not guilty of leaving, not sticking around [01:24.232] I'm guilty of staying and just checking out [01:27.776] Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out [01:30.740] On what's in front of me [01:32.294] [01:33.617] 'Cause I gave all my time to nothing [01:40.692] I focused on who I was [01:43.436] Not who I'm becoming [01:48.062] My fears they took up space [01:51.194] My eyes couldn't look away [01:53.891] I didn't even realize [01:57.757] I worshiped what I hate [02:00.233] [02:01.090] Why do the lies feel like the truth? [02:04.228] Why do I do the things I do? [02:07.530] Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty? [02:13.472] [02:14.248] 'Cause I gave so much time to nothing [02:21.164] I focused on who I was [02:24.348] Not who I'm becoming [02:27.856] My fears they took up space [02:31.504] My eyes couldn't look away [02:34.513] I didn't even realize [02:36.216] I worshiped what I hate [02:40.820] [02:41.277] I didn't even realize (Realize) [02:44.642] I didn't even realize (Realize) [02:47.967] I didn't even realize [02:49.917] I worshiped what I hate [02:53.764] [02:54.677] Didn't even realize [02:57.027] I worshiped what I hate [03:01.367] [03:34.009] Didn't even realize, no [03:40.660] Didn't even realize, didn't know [03:54.652] Mmm, yeah