[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeremy Fedryk/Anthony Tubbs [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jeremy Fedryk/Anthony Tubbs [00:02.26]I'm a disappointment [00:03.75]I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments [00:06.57]Then complain about the outcome of my choices [00:09.18]It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head [00:13.60]Lately I just wait on [00:14.88]One good reason I should even try to wake up [00:17.83]'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job [00:20.54]With no days off [00:21.81]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed [00:24.84]My bed [00:26.30]You made your bed now you lie in it [00:30.32]And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again [00:33.19]Looking for love, all I find is a mess [00:35.93]So I break my heart for the sake of my art [00:38.72]Hope it makes me a star 'cause I'm lost in the dark [00:41.69]I'm lost in the dark [00:43.06]And it's so hard to see [00:45.05]When all damn day you're sound asleep [00:47.43]I'm a disappointment [00:48.77]I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments [00:51.64]Then complain about the outcome of my choices [00:54.36]It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head [00:58.72]Lately I just wait on [01:00.12]One good reason I should even try to wake up [01:02.96]'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job [01:05.63]With no days off [01:06.91]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed [01:09.86]My bed [01:11.44]"What time is it? Oh my gosh I'm late for work again" [01:15.76]I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to ****in' tell [01:18.51]In my mama crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve [01:21.24]I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain, empty out my bank account [01:24.19]But with my luck it probably wouldn't even help [01:26.65]Dawg I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like [01:30.23]Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (for real) [01:32.59]I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times [01:35.66]I know that I can do whatever it takes [01:38.16]But when it all crumbles and crashes [01:40.25]I'll be back on my ass, and I already know what I'm gonna say [01:43.88]I'm a disappointment [01:45.16]I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments [01:48.12]Then complain about the outcome of my choices [01:50.72]It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head [01:55.20]Lately I just wait on [01:56.61]One good reason I should even try to wake up [01:59.35]'Cause that shit feels like a mother****ing day job [02:02.25]With no days off [02:03.44]I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed [02:06.35]My bed