[00:00.000] 作词 : Anthony Vaccaro/Jon Alvarado/Lili Trifilio/Matt Henkels [00:01.000] 作曲 : Anthony Vaccaro/Jon Alvarado/Lili Trifilio/Matt Henkels [00:06.834] I feel conflicted, but it's excitement [00:12.712] Maybe I'm nervous, mostly I like it [00:18.935] It's like the house light I keep unlit [00:24.372] Last box in the basement, I've got a secret [00:29.332] [00:30.671] I've got a secret under the carpet [00:36.591] I can't remember in which compartment [00:42.403] The mind holds memories of days we've missed [00:47.866] I miss being certain, certainly I miss [00:53.872] [00:54.666] Fallin' for the afterthought [00:57.576] Of feelin' what I want [01:00.183] I want to feel everything [01:03.925] But when I do it makes me question if I'm falling wrong [01:09.984] Don't wanna break something [01:12.221] And people say it can belong [01:15.943] As long as it's unseen [01:29.287] [01:32.464] I feel uneasy, internal conflict [01:38.091] My head and my heart try to rephrase the argument [01:43.966] As "You didn't feel that," now I feel gaslit [01:49.800] Torch my emotions [01:52.609] Please change the subject [01:55.711] [01:56.284] Fallin' for the afterthought [01:59.443] Of feelin' what I want, I want to feel everything [02:05.317] But when I do it makes me question if I'm falling wrong [02:11.366] Don't wanna break something, and people say it can belong [02:17.460] As long as it's unseen [02:24.985] [02:33.742] I feel confused by what I'm ashamed for [02:39.452] I feel ashamed by my human nature [02:45.533] Choose to adapt new outward behavior [02:51.481] To feel accepted [02:54.286] People are built for [02:56.271] [02:57.737] Actin' like there's nothing wrong [03:00.890] So they can just move on [03:03.479] Sometimes I just wanna [03:06.953] But if I did it'd make you question if I'm worthy of [03:13.992] Feeling love, it's funny how we get along [03:19.550] Just as long as I'm quiet