[00:00.000] 作词 : Nicole Zefanya [00:00.130] 作曲 : Nicole Zefanya [00:00.261]You hid me in your dorm room [00:03.328]It was Halloweekend, I just flew [00:06.805]across the globe, 22 hours just to see you [00:13.124]Just to barely fit on your twin-sized bed [00:17.256]and talk about your cool new friend [00:20.628]who I never met [00:22.304]who you dated as soon as I left [00:26.292] [00:27.775]Carolina autumn [00:30.602]It had been a year since I saw you, since we [00:34.713]Ended it, had a year to grow into the girl you always wanted [00:40.458]now we’re holding hands, as not quite friends, but not quite lovers, [00:46.401]Well we’ll just pretend [00:47.796]You say “it’s complicated to make amends” [00:51.309]Well is that the way that we’re headed then? [00:55.318] [00:55.783]And you couldn’t answer me [00:58.016]Though you could pull me in while I brushed my teeth and let your hands both freely speak like I wasn’t ever gonna leave [01:08.704] [01:12.229]You were all I’d ever known [01:17.798]And now I’m supposed to love you from a distance, like it’s nothing like its instant [01:25.609]and youuuu say “let’s just see where this goes” [01:31.515]And I don’t know how or why you seem just fine coz I’m having to grasp that you’re somehow not mine anymore [01:41.263]It’s so cruel how things are only almost like they were before [01:46.853] [01:47.040](ah ah ah) Like they were before [01:50.653](ah ah ah) Like they were before [01:53.832](ah ah ah) Like they were before [01:59.147] [02:00.269]We walk downtown and it’s charming [02:03.359]You’re alarmingly disarming [02:06.039]Yeah we’ve got 48 hours left [02:10.309]before I fly back to my death [02:13.578]while you stay just fine and feel alive [02:17.314]South of the Mason-Dixon line [02:20.662]where everyone closes shop at 9, [02:24.196]where you could somehow finally find [02:27.866] [02:28.090]what you were desperately looking for [02:30.929]Funny how you thought that was gonna be New York [02:33.898]with our chalkboard walls and slanted floors [02:37.769]Oh, we could’ve had that and so much more [02:40.950] [02:41.160]Ask your new lover what it’s like to be given [02:44.514]A real fighting chance before you wish her good riddance [02:47.562]Did anything ever really count [02:51.219]or was I just a two-year practice round [02:55.959] [02:56.980]Youuuu were all I’d ever known [03:02.245]And now I’m feeling stupid, you’re forbidden [03:06.688]They say yeah we were something, [03:08.624]too bad we were children [03:10.356]Ooooh I don’t know where to go [03:16.036]and I don’t know how or why you seem just fine [03:20.403]coz I’m looking at you & God knows you’re not mine anymore [03:25.881]It’s so cruel how things will never be the way they were before [03:32.701] [03:32.983]Like they were before [03:36.267]It’s almost just like how it was before [03:43.230]But it’s not anymore