I Used To Hate My Body But Now I Just Hate You
 作词 : Fenne Lily
 作曲 : Fenne Lily
I met you in November for a weekend
I loved you by December like a fool
you left me for a friend over the summer
I never had a chance to play it cool

I read all of the books you recommended
I listen to your friend’s band all the time
you justify and satiate my hunger
for not feeling alright

I misread every warning as an answer
to questions I was too afraid to know
we touched upon a suicide like tourists
you kiss me for an elevator audience, pack your things and go

when I’m lonely I smoke until I know how to sleep so find me the bath is running cold but it’s deep
finish what we started in a hotel with a view
I used to hate my body but now I just hate you

you call me while I’m backstage with a fever
you tell me how I’m always on your mind
I crush a paper bag to the receiver
I learned that trick from a cartoon kid it's always something I wanted to try

I heard you live at home now with your parents
it doesn’t satisfy me like it should
I still see you as some kind of reassurance that someday I’ll be understood