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[00:04.375] I... give... my mom so... -ness
[00:08.387] In the same house my dad died in, all alone
[00:12.715] Trying not to be paranoid, trying not-... as they're calling it
[00:18.448] 'Cause every headline is a reminder that the world's ****ed
[00:26.291] So I've been tryna see the light
[00:29.331] In between the clouds
[00:34.381] Still love that sunshine
[00:41.348] When I look at myself, I see a broken man
[00:43.939] Remnants of my pops, put the Glock to his head
[00:46.505] Nothing ever go as planned, couldn't make amends
[00:49.556] Forcibly pretend I don't give a damn
[00:52.095] At a loss, aimless, six feet
[00:54.762] Deep, suffocatin', can't face it
[00:57.816] Can't change it, ain't make it
[01:00.391] Master plans by the maker, I see no savior
[01:03.010] Warped reflection in stainless steel, alcohol, and pills
[01:06.939] Deadly combination left with nothin' else to feel
[01:09.019] A floral haven, hopin' was painless, I see you in the faces
[01:11.548] Places, am I making? Reflections off a broken mirror
[01:14.483] Fragments of my fear, glarin' back, like, "Who's there?"
[01:17.147] I can't stand myself, beside myself, I see you there
[01:20.102] I know you care, felt numb since September
[01:22.780] When I heard the news, what I'd do to speak one last time
[01:25.387] Think I always will be haunted by the image
[01:28.374] Of a bloody backdrop, skull fragments in the ceilin'
[01:31.272] Thuggin' presence in the room, heard my mother squealin'
[01:33.440] Master of disguises, ash to ash, dust to dust, voids behind my eyelids
[01:36.703] Blackin' out, bleedin' out, silence
[01:39.307] Louder than a twisted top lion
[01:41.513] As sick as our secrets, shadow people with needles
[01:43.985] Bathin' through a peephole
[01:45.887] Bedtime stories in purgatory, I miss you
[01:52.664] For the record, I can fly
[01:59.046] Around the world, absorbing light
[02:04.287] Something's missin' deep inside
[02:10.906] The light
[02:11.066] Somethin' changed in Texas, guess I missed the message
[02:14.162] Look, I missed my exit, I'm living like a Jetson
[02:16.170] I was broke and desperate, leanin' on my best friends
[02:19.032] Only shot callers I was around was bartendin'
[02:21.364] Ain't no love in this game, momma, this is not tennis
[02:24.079] Take your shoes off, we just did the carpetin'
[02:26.983] I could the take the hatin', I could take the praisin'
[02:30.213] And it's all noise to me, I'll turn into Satan
[02:32.715] Y'all stuck in the Matrix, red pill, blue pill, all these different faces
[02:36.771] All these different cases, shit, y'all done seen me naked
[02:40.061] So I'm aware what I want now and I ain't finna fake it
[02:42.789] Thank God I made it, thank God I seen God last summer
[02:46.781] I was standing on the bridge, I see all y'all under me
[02:49.128] Know you are struggling, niggas out here juggling
[02:52.007] Losin' jobs, well, losin' God, then everything is tumbling
[02:54.776] Feel Heaven rumbling, the rapture is comin'
[02:57.147] I love the attention, I'm a bastard in public
[03:00.210] I still struggle with tellin' my mom who I'm in love with
[03:03.142] Subtleties in between where these diamonds gleam
[03:05.962] When Thanksgiving come around, I still don't see 'em
[03:09.122] When Christmas come around, nigga, I still don't see 'em
[03:11.636] Showed the world who I was before I got to know Ian
[03:14.291] To get my people money in exchange for they freedom
[03:17.042] I would give it all back for a chance to free 'em