self destructive
Self-destructive tendencies
That I have are killing me slowly
But that’s fine
I like the way it feels
Yeah, I, I like the way it feels
When I think that I’m leaving
And I hurt myself to prove that I’m human
Where did I go wrong this time?
If I don’t wake up
I’m better off
I’ll finally catch up on my sleep
I’ve been so lost
3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
If I don’t wake up
I’m better off
I’ll finally catch up on my sleep
I’ve been so lost
3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
Tell me I won’t be this way forever
I can’t do this for much longer
Does anyone give a ****?
I don’t think that’s the case
I wanna be anywhere else but here
Lately it’s been getting hard to feel
But I’m getting used to it

If I don’t wake up
I’m better off
I’ll finally catch up on my sleep
I’ve been so lost
3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me

If I don’t wake up
I’m better off
I’ll finally catch up on my sleep
I’ve been so lost
3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me