[00:00.000] 作词 : Taizion Vinson/Christian William Perez [00:01.000] 作曲 : Taizion Vinson/Christian William Perez [00:12.907]I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy [00:15.161]I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more [00:18.170]You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore [00:21.164]Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor [00:24.659]But them long sleepless nights [00:27.154]I’m taking some drugs help me through the night [00:30.403]Won't let go my pride [00:31.658]You hurt me deeply inside [00:33.855]I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide [00:36.870]No I don't got shit I don't evеn go to school [00:40.609]Lookin for my folks where did they go I swеar I have no clue [00:43.615]We come from the trenches play with blocks you know we got them too [00:46.609]He go pop his shit get out his top and get put on the news [00:49.608]I can't let no hoe can't let no thot thats something i can’t do [00:53.102]I dance with this Glock get out my top and get my ass the blues [00:55.859]Feel like all my peers dont do my best cause i dont follow rules [00:59.361]Know my time is coming watch that clock and tell em ***** dont snooze [01:02.855]Onto the tile they say that I'm next [01:05.116]I thank the lord I gotta above because [01:06.863]I know I've been blessed [01:08.118]People come right in my life and then they leave me with stress [01:10.867]I smoke this acid get me high and i start flying with jets [01:14.296]Hey hey [01:15.295]I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy [01:17.295]I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more [01:20.304]You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore [01:23.555]Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor [01:26.542]But them long sleepless nights [01:29.550]I’m taking some drugs help me through the night [01:32.561]Won't let go my pride [01:34.043]You hurt me deeply inside [01:35.299]I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide [01:39.300]Conversations with the devil he keep telling me woah [01:42.304]Get in my feelings off these drugs and then I won't be alone [01:45.703]Broken hearts still try to love you can't say that i don't [01:48.466]Where my head i lost my mind i swear to god that its gone [01:51.720]Cause i got guns I'm not the one then i get labelled a thug [01:54.704]Say I'm a virgin to this bullshit cause i don't give no ****s [01:57.967]Drink all this hennessy in my pain but they knew what it was [02:00.953]Now what the **** I'm ‘posed to do when that push comes to shove [02:04.461]But i love i try to love when they say that im wrong [02:07.215]Still i trust i try to trust you when my feelings is gone [02:10.201]And i been running from these demons tryna find my way home [02:13.452]I ever find out you was lee [02:14.950]Ching bet we cutting you off [02:17.701]I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy [02:20.213]I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more [02:22.717]You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore [02:25.700]Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor [02:29.206]But them long sleepless nights [02:31.705]I’m taking some drugs help me through the night [02:34.709]Won't let go my pride [02:36.212]You hurt me deeply inside [02:37.714]I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide [02:41.457]But those long sleepless nights [02:44.208]I’m taking some drugs help me through the night [02:47.641]Won't let go my pride [02:48.914]You hurt me deeply inside [02:50.150]I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide