Not Gonna Cry 作词 : Emma Steinbakken/Dag Holtan-Hartwig/Halvor Folstad 作曲 : Emma Steinbakken/Dag Holtan-Hartwig/Halvor Folstad I know it's not supposed to be easy Pouring out the bottled up feelings But I didn't think it would be this hard Walking to school with a broken heart And the jacket around my waist feels stupid I don't know why the hell we do this Saying I'm sorry like I'm the one Who's picking us apart for fun Why am I feeling like this Why am I feeling like s**t Why am I all in pieces I don't even need this oh-oh Why am I on the bedroom floor With paranoia and painkillers Washing away all these feelings But I know I know I know I'm not gonna cry for you Choking all these thoughts I'm thinking You're a cigarette and I'm quitting But I know I know I know I'm not gonna cry for you I'm not gonna cry for you You smell of cigarette and perfume No one f**ks me up like you do And maybe you thought I would play along I'd rather be dancing on my own Do you really think that I'm stupid Of course I heard all the rumors But all of the grenades you threw They just made me bulletproof I'm done with feeling like this Done with feeling like s**t Done with being in pieces I don't even need this oh-oh I'm done with laying on the floor With paranoia and painkillers Washing away all these feelings But I know I know I know I'm not gonna cry for you Choking all these thoughts I'm thinking You're a cigarette and I'm quitting But I know I know I know I'm not gonna cry for you I'm not gonna cry for you I'm not gonna cry for you I'm not gonna cry for you