[00:00.000] 作词 : Jordan Benjamin/Andrew Migliore/Maxwell Joseph [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jordan Benjamin/Andrew Migliore/Maxwell Joseph [00:08.495] 2017 [00:10.506] The first time you messaged me [00:12.786] First fan I ever had [00:14.841] Put me on when you were sad [00:17.053] Said you hated growing up [00:19.257] You were sure that I'd blow up [00:21.364] Shared my song with all your friends [00:23.421] I could barely pay the rent [00:25.665] Singing to an empty room [00:27.703] But I knew what I meant to you [00:29.886] You got the X's tattooed [00:31.923] Reminding me I have you [00:34.198] Never got to thank you [00:40.838] [00:42.579] I wouldn't be here without you [00:46.644] Without you [00:48.871] Without you believing [00:50.857] And now that I'm here without you [00:55.313] Without you [00:57.544] The words have no meaning [00:59.754] No promise was spoken [01:01.781] You're gone and I'm broken [01:03.809] Now I'm barely holding on, holding on [01:08.089] I wouldn't be here without you [01:12.664] Why am I here without you? [01:15.834] [01:17.068] 2021 [01:18.991] Told me that you've come undone [01:21.371] Lost your job and lost your dad [01:23.377] Your biggest fan is all you had [01:25.631] X's covered up with scars [01:27.719] On your arm from self-harm [01:30.039] Messaged me, I don't reply [01:32.020] I wish I knew it was goodbye [01:34.316] Singing to a crowded room [01:36.323] Saved a seat, I looked for you [01:38.398] I made it to your hometown [01:40.668] Guess I'm on my own now [01:42.607] Wish I got to save you [01:49.299] [01:51.087] I wouldn't be here without you [01:55.298] Without you [01:57.379] Without you believing [01:59.446] And now that I'm here without you [02:03.649] Without you [02:06.010] The words have no meaning [02:08.135] No promise was spoken [02:10.363] You're gone and I'm broken [02:12.357] Now I'm barely holding on, holding on [02:16.633] I wouldn't be here without you [02:21.039] Why am I here without you? [02:23.294] [02:42.758] This is dedicated [02:44.866] If you put me on your playlist [02:46.808] If you showed up to the stages [02:48.688] If I never get to say this [02:51.111] I'm proud of you [02:52.378] For all the shit that's drowning you [02:54.381] And all the noise surrounding you [02:56.511] Hope you find what I find in you [02:58.809] And I hope that you grow old with me [03:00.960] And we turn up til we're 70 [03:02.959] Play me at your wedding and you never leave [03:06.249] If you ever need anything [03:08.365] And I don't pick up [03:09.562] Well you still got a friend in me [03:11.684] Wish I said all that to Heather [03:13.698] Now I just hope she rests in peace